Impasse

2009-09-27T18:49:00.002+08:00

Awh man..Blogger is dead but I don't feel like deleting it.

You.Yes You.Why you.Of all people why You.

2009-09-20T00:03:00.000+08:00

Pauline is onsugar ^^

http://www.paulinewhispers.onsugar.com

2009-09-18T21:53:00.005+08:00

STUDY

I was exceptionally early for school today.Exams are coming and I still don't get the vibe nor feel the urgency to study.Someone please motivate me.

Munho: Wanna go study tomorrow?
Me: *started laughing at his face*
Munho: *gave me the stare*
Me: are you serious?
Munho: *continued to give me the stare*
Me: Waaah first time or what
Munho: where you wanna study?

He'll sms me tomorrow if he's really serious in wanting to study.That is also if he wakes up.HAHA.We shall wait and see.For now, thank god its friday.Double thumbs up!!Moreover it rained so friday for-the-total-definite-win! Treated myself the usual drink too.Overall today was just simply fantastic(=

The thrill you make me feel

* Leave me alone.You have no right to call me a snob cos in the first place it's not at all my obligation to give you any of my attention.

xo readers

2009-09-15T19:12:00.013+08:00

It haunts me with a wisp of something true

Its as if some giant crane jerked me aloft and swings me right through the softness of the night.Enchants me like a song sung far away with words that hangs softly and make me hum as I go.With the light of dawn with hesitant thoughts so real.Real as well the hopes that only time can prove.I dance across the beautiful meadows in my heart while I wait.I wait carrying doubts which mingle joy and fear.Slowly unraveling mysteries.Mysteries which sometimes lodge behind the most elaborated mask.Which revelation's more than worth the risk.

After much unclogging of insignificant thoughts in my little own world, I believe I should leave things the way it is.Though unsatisfied, I know I must continue learning.

Anyway, there's the mentalist tonight.Awesome :D Clock, tick tock faster oh pretty please.Hoohaa! I feel like watching gossip girls all over again or start 90210..Haha, ooo-emm-geee distractions! Gotta wait till after exams.Screw it.Design and technology tomorrow.!@??#@&+! ?!#**&
I bet everyone's gonna die unless they absent themselves like how they did today cos Maths was the first period of the day.Tsk tsk tsk.But except those minority who actually turned up for the extra dnt lesson during the holidays.

kay ciao readers

Love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about
Please, let me have a little bit of everything

2009-09-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

Monday Blues

I've been a total pig throughout the one week holiday.Not been very productive in revisions either.Heck.Irsyad please teach me physics.Haha

Had english situational writing test, I think I wrote pure nonsense.Effects of brain malfunction after holidays.Ah shites.No maths! :D And oh there's fringe tonight! How awesome.I think the mad scientist is hilarious.Haha! Then there's the mentalist tomorrow ;D

Another crappy post.Bear with me

xo readers

2009-09-11T00:38:00.005+08:00

Significant other

To Fear Love is to Fear Life and those who fear Life are already three parts dead

Shadiq says:
what happened to you
where have you been?
---------------------------------------------------- blah blah
pauline says:
hahah
lolol
no luhh
pauline kan budak baik
haha
dont want luh
SHADIQ says:
chey
haha
im going to rmbr this
the day u have bf
i remind u ah pauline
pauline says:
hahha ok ok
boys make girls' heart pain
tsk tsk tsk
cannot cannot
SHADIQ says:
true
but not true
if the guy loves the girl?
pauline says:
still the same
SHADIQ says:
ape jer
pauline says:
cos guys too insensitive of the girl's feeling
feelings*
(Y)
real fact
SHADIQ says:
so do you think im like that?
pauline says:
sometimes
hahahaha
surely got make ****'s heart pain
SHADIQ says:
yeah
but i mean
risks is always there
pauline says:
hahah
the guys know the consequences but they brush it aside everytime
and still go on
true rightttt
SHADIQ says:
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead
nopes
pauline says:
waaaaah
i cant believe this ok
SHADIQ says:
yes
pauline says:
Mr Bboy Shadiq is teaching me about Love
SHADIQ says:
haha
pauline says:
Heh Heh Heh
SHADIQ says:
hey you dnt knoe
so what do you see me as huh?
pauline says:
your a good boy now
i cant judge you with things you've done in the past
people change
haha
SHADIQ says:
yeah
i admit i was a fucking fucked up motherfucker
haha

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dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Mmm
Watcha up to?
pauline says:
SHADIQ
yes
SHADIQ
S
H
A
D
I
Q
SHADIQ IS TEACHING ME ABOUT LOVE
HOW AWESOME
hahaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Haaaaaa
Is he teaching you the right things?
pauline says:
honestly
truthfully
and yes
most surprisingly
HE IS
haha
hahahhaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Yeah
These kinda things
he will teach you properly
others
Nah
He will teach you shit

Still can't believe this ok.Shadiq, the last person I expected this from, teaching me about Love.Hahaha!Underneath all his crappy-ness. But at least now I know who to go to about patience.Yes, his girlfriend.Haha

Oh and its their 3rd year anniversary!! Happy Sweet 3rd year to you both!!! Last long long long more ok!! (=

2009-09-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

Coward

Still too afraid and not to mention super indecisive.I'm sick of telling myself the same bloody reason every time.This is unacceptable.

2009-09-06T13:28:00.015+08:00

Spera In Deo
Hope in God

You're Alpha Omega, beginning and end,
You're my Saviour Messiah Redeemer And Friend

So yesterday was East District Youth Day.The whole idea was to strengthen our belief in our own Catholic Faith.All churches from the east side were there.Our church was the nearest to KCP yet we were the last parish to come.But anyway, I personally liked the pole dancing forfeit when we were still at church.Somebody please upload the video on facebook hahahaha!Super epic epic epic.Overall it was fun.We sang really nice songs during the mass and basically during the whole event. I met alot of people like Alexandria whom I actually keep seeing at any church events and her brother Ian de costa is also one of the Facils.Lol. Supper with everyone till late afterwards.We made a nuisance of ourselves.Reached home, came online for awhile.My computer crashed and so did I. Hahaha.

Oh and not forgetting, I found someone who has the same height as me.Bianchine Sophiyah Castro. Nice name right? She's my bitesized partner now ;D

2009-09-03T21:19:00.005+08:00

BUBBAH LOVES TRUCK

In spanish, Querido means Dear (=

Anyways, design for me is good but technology, accuracy , measurements, dayyyumm I hate them

Working backwards for my 10 ideations (oh god)
My final product drawing in dimensions
My working drawing
-inside structure
-outside structure

Complete material list with measurements in mm
It sucks that I can't do prototype jeesh

She giggled when she finds herself constantly wanting to see him
Taking every chance to get a glimpse of him whenever she passes by his class
Noticing the way how he looks so blur with his yet undeniably killer smile
And yet again she whispers to herself, infatuation infatuation infatuation..

2009-09-02T22:35:00.001+08:00

Under this Cloak

Something made her jump and scared the bejeezus outta her.She took it more of a wake up call.It made her ponder about it in depth.She could see what's happening.It clearly states one thing.She doesn't like it but what could she do? It's not something that only requires the work of one person for it to be fixed. It was something she started and most probably it had to stay that way.Does it have to be? She guess it'll just never be the same, ever. On top of all that, she also somehow feels like a coward who ran away from her past. She thought she could keep it buried and forgotten but no. Right now she feels like a criminal who has to keep running away and constantly looking back whether the cops have trailed her yet once again.

2009-08-31T12:36:00.005+08:00

Baybeats'09It's not a balloon ;)

Okay so there were foul mouthed people swearing all kinds of words since the anberlin was delayed ( most were ang mos who surrounded us), stupid dingdong head bimbos who wore heels for the darn gig, smokers who were smoking in the middle of the crowd since it was an open place, the super muddy pebbly ground, smelly sticky sweat, bad body odours, people pushing, blinding spotlights, annoying flash from cameras, people throwing free condoms, beer cans, emptied cigg boxes slippers and not forgetting the defeaning sounds from the speakers since we were just below it at the upmost front and miraculously I was able to get a clear view hee (= Was with ammar pig danial dogg and amalina. We were trying to find ain in the middle of the crowd who was alone when she was suppose to be with lufee but she lost sight of him.She lost her slipper and dived in the crowd to get it and moshed her way out.Wanna get the pictures from lufee since I had no camera(=

"Go back in your biscuit tins, ginger ginger"

2009-08-30T17:08:00.007+08:00

Guns don't kill people

Everything started on saturday where we watched bandslam.There was me Ariel Furt Daniel and Shaun.Mao came later on.The movie was drama-wanna-be.Epic fail.Vanessa hudgens got the so unglam goth weird student role.Haha! Met Karen on the train then went to her house. Her cool granny from philippines was there.She has a tattoo and had been drinking beer before we came and her reddish face gave her away.Karen went like " Lola! Have you been drinking beer again? Your face is so red." Lola means granny in tagalog (=

Karen's dad sent all of us to Ariel's house and there we had dinner. More like a buffet okay! Omgosh. The food was super alot alot. I love the brownies and sylvannah's for dessert.Watched how i met your mother, the cute video of tan hong ming and the super disturbing video of delicious milk.Too too much.Jeesh! Went swimming till late.Sadly the guys gotta go cos they were restricted to sleepover.Haha.

The sleepover

So me and Ariel got comfortable and satisfied each other.Daniel, you were just too lousy that Ariel slept with me la.Just accept it.Hahah! I hugged ariel throughout the night and had gossips but well, this sleepyhead ariel constantly shuts down as in like she's in stand by mode for a few minutes then comes to life again and continue with the topic. Super epic epic epic.

The joke

Me Diving, only some knows HAHA brenda laughed till she teared
Brenda's phone drowned in the pool then it steamed SUPER EPIC FAIL!
Ariel the frog croak croak*

Sunday

Sunday class
Mass
Lunch (super hilarious, my stomach hurts)

Next week EDYD! Can't wait actually (=

BAYBEATS!!
Should I?

2009-08-29T11:37:00.006+08:00

Build muscles by mixing the batter HAHA

Our community service hours by baking applecrumble, muffins, cornflake cookies and marble cake.

2009-08-24T22:51:00.003+08:00

Abby Honey's 15th

You know I love you and I will always do. Hapy Birthday Honey!! You know how much I hate phone calls haha. Your the most problematic and most dramatic lady I 've ever met do you know that? Hahaha I know you do.You just aged but so will I but I still hope our friendship stays and you'll still be the one who gives me the biggest and most comforting hugs when I need 'em. I love you babe, your my most precious possesion. Mwaaaaaaaahhh!!!

2009-08-23T20:08:00.004+08:00

A thousand miles journey begins with a single step

Saturday

Wanted to go cycling in the afternoon at east coast but too many of us had something on.There was tuition and then sailing and then tuition and print something for mom at office.Haha! So finally we decided to meet up at 6 at ecp macs.Can't believe I almost forgot how to get my way there when I use to go there alot like alot with my mom for rollerblading.As usual our plan failed, as always.I have no idea why is it always our cycling plan that gets cancelled. We ended up on the rocks by the beach being crazy stepping on oil,yes freaking oil and camwhoring and burying slippers and eating macs and gaining fats and flipping fries and prank calling people and jumping and laughing. Omg the prank call was hilarious and drama much too much.

"Go parkway meet ok"
"Parkway for what?"
"Screw"
"Ok.you better screw me hard"

Hahahah!

*Inserts bimbo voice*
"How could you?!? You left me there when you said you'd pick me up?! I love you, really, I love you, you Bastard but now its over!!"

It went on for awhile and surprisingly the dude didn't hang up.Those were the last few lines that made us burst out laughing.Jeesh.Picked up by Ariel's mom (= My period buddy is Karen my pretty daffodil.Hee ;D

SUNDAY

As for today and again, pictures are with theresa love.Went for breakfast and had cathecism class which was quite lively cos it was Alvin who taught us.Haha.Mass after that and then ice cream chefs till 2.It made my day when I saw "watermelony" on the menu! Honeydew is also awesome (= Finally headed to chinatown to see Ariel's mom exhibition plus one painting of Ariel's.Awesome paintings okeee.I love love art.Me Brenda and Becks went crazy over the art postcards.Final destination was bugis and everyone parted for home soon after that.

Overal I had really alot of fun.Sorry I wasnt able to help out in the making of the applecrumble with my dear classmates.I offered my help after church but they said they were almost done so there was no point in me coming.

Whispers with Ariel in the bus.Lovely conversation at the busstop.Thanks huns! Sleepover next Sat maybe @ ariel's :D Everyone's parents have to talk to Ariel's parents cos the guys are gonna be there.And maybe we'll have theology of body talk again from the elders haha.Exaggerating much.

I'm glad I had a little convo chitty chatty with my dearest tall friend, afiq, whom I miss.I love catch ups and good gossips.HAHA!Goodluck in mugging hard for your O's ok (=

My blog is in dire need of pictures haha

2009-08-22T11:17:00.004+08:00

Currently reading Marked, buy me the sets please ^^

2009-08-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

What a turd

My fingers have been really itching to blog about something except that I have nothing really to blog about.Its marks the 7th month which kinda creeps me out due to a scary past experience.Yes past experience, almost 3 years ago.Its real.Damn real. Other than that, there's also the fasting month for the muslims and yeah happy fasting to my dear muslim friends.I also experience this thing often during fasting month where some malay aunties would shot me the "look" if they see me eating outside when it's fasting month and becos they actually think I'm a muslim. I am seen as impolite and disrespectful. It can be annoying with their uncomfortable stares but I just really try to understand.

Anyway a big thanks to Nadhrah who lent me the cd which I finally got after school just today.And I must really buy the complete set of "A house of Night Novel" book.It's quite interesting but with much american-english twang and vulgarities. I think it'll be better on the screen and if they ever consider turning it into a film that is, seriously.

In class today, the guy who sits beside me in class is just full of crap.He wanted to skip maths so he planned on getting a blue form and then be sent home.He acted sick in front of the teachers but which failed terribly cos on how I kept asking him to stop faking it then he'll burst out laughing. He also decided to share something with me which I actually find abit disturbing. He told me how my class guys get smart with hiding pornography videos in their handphones and how they bluetooth it around in class.Lol. He told me that they actually make folders in their phones and how they label them A B or C.It will just go on and on with the A B or C's unless you actually know which are the right letters to get to the deep hidden file.

Marissa came over in the afternoon to borrow my orange bikini.She left off too soon but it was enough to make me feel envious as she flash me that ralph lauren bag that I've been asking for, jeesh! Thanks la! hahaha!

Things I wanna do at the moment:
Stuff as many junks as i want down my throat and never care if i get fat/overweight/obese
sleep the whole afternoon off
fry my-little-self under the hot sun and strain my eyes by reading books as long as i want by the cooling pool

I wanna do all that without having to worry about revisions and notes and homeworks and what-shit-school-stuff.DNT is stressing me.Its like demanding me to be an effing engineer in an instant that expects me to know the stupid exact measuring of my product.The materials I wanna use and know the elaborated reasons behind for using it.I must also know the technique on how to connect each piece together. !@#$

Sigh.My post are are really getting boring I know.As much as I wanna write down a ginormous junk of my personal stuff here, I can't.I'm just looking forward for this Sunday though I actually wish the day won't end cos it just means Monday is next.Fag

xo readers

2009-08-20T19:38:00.009+08:00

Fluttered, short of breathe

Well my bestfriend is mingling around.Seems sucessful Hahaha! Share some luh, too many guys gives you heartaches so I shall be a good friend and share your pain. Joking!

Seen his picture on fb (= By your request, guess should invite him for your birthday or should I put him in a box with a big bow on it. So now I am stress free from what gift to get you on your birthday this monday.Haha!

Slept the whole afternoon.A very bad idea actually. Now I'm stuck doing 16 pages of Mathematics and I think I'm starting to love it :D Thanks Ms Nor.

And as ridiculous as this sounds, I am gonna re-do ALL my notes for ALL subjects and get blisters and have lack of sleeping hours and get eyebags and get pimple breakouts. Its the most fun thing ever, seriously. Right.

Ps: Sorry Nadhrah to keep you waiting.Didn't see you but thanks for wanting to lend me your cd (= Didn't know people actually read my blog.

I love the Blonde jokes in Marissa's blog hahaha what the F.

http://www.engrish.com

urgh horrible english

xoxo,

2009-08-17T21:58:00.005+08:00

I think some bomb just blew up in some part of my brain.

Yes,unfortunately it has to come to that level of extent just for me to realise it.

Spa test after school.Seriously I'm super clumsy that I spilled solutions on my table right away.Retarded right?!? I saw Sarah spilled hers too then she quickly covered up with her arm then started saying "ouch ouch ouch." HAHA Epic fail la Sarah! The solution was acidic you ding dong!! -_-

Studied at mc cafe for awhile.Caramel Frappe never fails me (=

xoxo,

2009-08-16T20:09:00.009+08:00

Now we're spinning empty bottles

So much is going around.Too oblivious or just too too much of a low profile.Awh that cute guy has a girlfriend :'/ sobs* hahaha kidding!! Okay, church this morning as usual.Woke up early for breakfast with them at awesome Jago surprise surprise and yes we had carrot cake yummy.

Will be learning church history for the next two weeks.I guess it'll stretch till september or something till east district thing is on!!Adrian noob didn't come claiming he stayed overnight at friend's house.tsk tsk tsk, hanky panky ah naughty* What's his effing problem, saying goodnight in broad daylight..Anyway where was i? Oh yea,east district,ok too bad only churches on the east side..

Had Pastamania for lunch :D And all the disgusting and dirty talking came out.What the heck, appetite seriously ruined.

"Eh pauline, the chef did a good job eyh?" *wink wink

Hahaha stop winking nat, it is not cool! Haha.
Had ice cream chefs afterwards then homey! (=

Pictures are wtih 'sa.Will post it as soon as I get it.

MOM'S DRAGGING ME TO GROCERIES NOW ahhh~ thought i escaped it yesterday daaaayymm!! *inserts the negro guy's accent from *can i get yo numba?* HAHA

If you do then show your persistence you piece of shit

2009-08-15T01:29:00.001+08:00

Hardcore

Simei Parkway then supposingly movie at Cathay or cineleisure, lazy to travel and ended up with

Sharifah maizurah Khairul heh heh

Camwhores.Impersonations.Catch ups & Gossips.Hella funny jokes.Shuffling.Hopscotch.Cockroach.Free flow.Cafe Cartel.Starbucks.50% discount.100% hilarious.hahaha fuuuuh

MAMA NENE!! Khairul's sickly picture kept in his laptop #@!% Ah my creative inventions.

Ditched mommamia's friend party and groceries woopsy. Cemon la, whats the big deal right? Its her friend so I need not to be in the party.Well okay, maybe not the grocery part geez

Ah omg so not a decent post.I haven't gotten the pictures on friday night.Theresa please hee :D

Church tomorrow, hopefully I wake up early enough for breakfast.

Oh and Goodluck Ifah for your stressing poly exams in the upcoming week :P

xoxo love,

Secretly misses one wants one and needs one, not much of a secret anymore eyh?
Feel me

2009-08-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

Met Theresa Mao Daniel Chermaine and others at Parkway and bought flowers.Off to the studio, drama piece plus local bands performances. Singer advertising his band;

"For those who wants the album, if your a girl contact me at *insert singer's hp number* BUT if your a guy *inserts msn contact*"

Hahaha gosh what piece of crap, what nerve.

Instant friends comes in seconds, those who were with me knows what I mean.Gee (= The drama piece was called "Lost Angel." It was awesome, seriously should have won with honours.It was about the 7 deadly sins.And I love the Latin chant heh heh heh :D

2009-08-13T18:12:00.003+08:00

Sensible topic

Like a bus, comes when you least expect it and takes a long time when you most need it,
Stupid airheads and 24/7 jerks,

Ate at Popeyes for lunch the other day and study date at mc cafe,airport T3, which I had my usual caramel frappe (=

As for today,SFL ended late and chemistry test had to be extended.Proud to say that practical went well.Ate lunch at Galilee but sadly there was no more of my cream base sigh..

Will be watching dear Karen perform tomorrow, oh goody (=

xoxo,

2009-08-11T21:21:00.011+08:00

Awake in the infinite cold

I'm such a failure in this kind of situations.Tend to think about it too much.It can be traumatizing and I swear I get really helpless and awfully distracted.Yes still a figment in my mind.I hope it'll pass really soon.Like how soon I realised it for myself as well.Guess it's another detour I have to make.What an awesome start, I need a boost.Change is crucial but how long more.boo~

Everyone's busy cheong-ing on CME report project.Annoying repeated sms-es from classmates on what to research on for the project when it was actually due two weeks ago -_- Haha omg, look who's talking.My group isn't even done yet as well.

Oh and does anyone have the cd "A Walk to Remember" where Mandy Moore starred in it? I feel the urge of watching it heh heh.Suddenly been listening to her songs haha (=

And there's a storm that's raging yet I could still hear your name in certain circles

2009-08-10T19:37:00.003+08:00

I really love your smile

I woke up this morning only to find that my cheeks felt as if I was punched by Manny Pacquiao twice.Left and right.Slap yourself cos you've been living under a rock if you don't know who Pacman is.HAHA, seriously.

Been watching that korean drama series to kill time.It's called "I love you, Don't cry."Not as good as Boys over flowers or My girl.Pfffft :/

Other than that, mom came home early today.We got into a mini argument cos I ate her hershey kisses which she hid deep in the fridge drawer.She thinks her little daughter wouldn't be able to find it. -_- Haha! Went swimming at night and then hit for the awesome sauna.Refreshing(= I am proud to say that my mom still impress me with her stamina despite her age ;)

Hopeless

2009-08-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

Wink at the camera

Over at Nat's place as I mentioned earlier.Met at kembangan and had dinner somewhere near there.Well Nat the commando did not want to to direct us to his own house so we had to choose straight, left or right.Obviously we pointed anyhow and ended up near a cemetery in the middle of nowhere! what?!!?!! We were like in a maze and there was like no other civilisation except for us.Finally reached his house, thank god.Watched hot fuzz which was hilarious at first and the ending was just crap.Decided to play pool (=

Me and Brenda won againts Nat and Mao.Brenda we rock!!

The rest played guitar hero.Me and Brenda were like high on the topic "balls." My tummy and cheeks hurt from all the crazy laughter.We should hang at your house more often Nat.I want your house and I don't even mind the flowery bed HAHA! And sorry I wasn't able to bring the drinks.Mom wouldn't allow :/ bummer.

Had to wait for Brenda's dad to finish watching football then he could fetch us home.The result of the football match, god, I don't even wanna talk about it. So dissapointing and blood boiling.Tsk!Reached home at 12++ Thanks Brenda for the ride home!

But wait...where'd my gorgeous daffodil went???
OH RIGHT! THERE SHE IS!! Love you Karen.

xoxo,

2009-08-09T16:14:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (=

Went for early mass and I came right on time just when the church bells were ringing.Lunch and then home.Hesitated to go for a movie thus the reason why I am sitting my butt home in front of the laptop now.Finally topped up my handphone though I had to drag my own ass to get to the nearest posb bank.Geez.Going out again soon, over to Nat's house.I miss Karen ): Have to wait till tuesday to see that pretty daffodil of mine :/

Not forgetting,I am wishing boob Ariel to not mess up in her ndp performance tonight and she better wink at the camera with her awesome green cape.Okay commando? ;) Haha! Okay I think I better get ready now, I don't wanna always keep everyone waiting for me.And did I mention that I love Theresa's story of fairy.I think the short story was awesome and it meant something that is indescribable.

Cheers everyone! Its Sunday!

2009-08-08T16:46:00.004+08:00

Her

Feel the pulse in her vein.Know the thoughts in her brain.And in every breathe that she take that turns into a thousand sighs.Have you ever wondered why?You may see it through the sparkly smile her lips make.The twinkle of her eye.Now do you know why?Its written all over her face, can't you see?

2009-08-07T20:16:00.004+08:00

Swimming at my crib was cancelled.
Ate lunch at Fatin's house.
Tortilla and Cheesehotdog yummy (=
Instead watched the movie G.I Joe, 4.20 show @ Ehub
There were me Fatin, Suhail ,Fahmi, Zul, Muhaimin Ashraf&Fadhilah
Fullhouse, two thumbs up movie!
Channing Tatum *melts*
I realised that he likes to name himself "Duke".Same name he got in the movie he starred at "She's the man."
I wanna watch Orphan next hee(:
Met them boys at night, breakdancing at their usual place
After me mia-ing for a few weeks already
Tiara Suha Farah Janiah and Khai were there too
Home sweet home by 11

When you walk away, I count the steps that you take
Hoping that you heard when I whispered "i'll miss you"

2009-08-05T16:20:00.005+08:00

Starless Sky

Last night, the moon splendor unfold.Too bad it was a starless night.The moon was super low and bright.The thick clouds hovering everywhere spoiled much of the view though.I was expecting the rain last night but it didn't :/

Lethal pleasure

It drieth the brain, dimmeth the sight, vitiateth the smell, hurteth the stomach, destroyeth the concoction, disturbeth the humors and spirits, corrupteth the breath, induceth a trembling of the limbs, exsiccateth the windpipe, lungs, and liver, annoyeth the milt, scorcheth the heart, and causeth the blood to be adjusted.

Random pointless post.I am just very tired.Nothing much happened today.I wanna get my 10 freaking ideation for DNT done,my mathematics homework and revision.I shall be prepared for my death during physics test tomorrow as well.Tomorrow's a thursday and I hate Thursdays.Things I hate happens on thursdays.I wish there really was powerthirst and I'll have science energy and I'll be really fast then thursday would be so finally over.Haha! :D

Jonathan had a cool tattoo yesterday due to me, ariel's and theresa's creativity.Our brain juices were just flowing out haha

'(Au) Eh you! Pinoy! I have it "it" '

2009-08-04T19:31:00.005+08:00

Young Love

I guess today was filled with laughters.Had P.E and I think I sprained my little ring finger cos there's like something bulging out and it hurts real bad.The stinging pain is not subsiding. But anyway, I am still perfectly fine to have my ice cream chefs today heh heh (= Theresa Ange Mao Daniel and some others were there when I came but Ange left first.It was left with me Theresa Mao and Daniel.Karen couldn't come )= Hope you get well really soon ok?You must be able to come this sunday to "awesome guy's" house rolls eyes* Hahaha!Love ya!! *air hug*

Waited for little miss Cedarian Ariel to come and it was worth it :D And omg mao! I brought back your freaking stpats school badge, come on sunday if you want it back.meow.Waited for the bus with ariel and I hopped on bus12 which was filled with stpats boys civilisation and the whole bus stinked with their sweat smell.It was intolerable.Traumatizing experience I swear.I was lucky that I manage to find a seat in a corner.Then there was this Aunty who came in the bus and probably noticed the pungent smell and said;

Aunty: (looked around the bus, sniffed abit and accidentally blurted out loudly) Oh no...
(she had that embarassed look in her face trying to say that she didnt mean to say it out loud but it just happened)

I held back my laughter cos she covered her nose while trying to find a seat as she squeezed through them.hahahah! It was epic luh can.

And ever emembered me telling you guys how I wanted to hit the beach right? Hehe. I have a date with miss Abby this saturday. How else awesome can she be to accompany me.One of the never ending reasons why I love her.Can't wait for that one too.

A new found Love does not mean there is less for the old ones

2009-08-03T20:15:00.002+08:00

I guess there really was another reason for me to attend the phonics workshop today.It was really nice to be able to talk to someone whom I can totally relate to.

My drama teacher went like "Pauline?!?? What the heck are you doing here?"Blame my new english teacher ok.Aishah was also in it when her pronounciation was very well and even Taufiq's. Well seriously, the workshop was crappy and it bore me to death if not for umaimah and one cute guy who was in the same group as me.HAHA! I participated well for the activities cos of the repect I have for Ms Dorothy(=

Oh and I have this really cool list of jobs I should consider after which I took some test.It's really interesting.

The main one that the test say I should really consider is being a University Professor, cool right.Haha!There are others too like;

Interior Designer
Architect
Fine Arts
Broadcast Journalist
Literature Teacher
Art Teacher
Storyboard Artist
Author
Playwrights
Scriptwriters
Choreographer
Producer presenter
Musician
Actress (haha! what?!?)
Artiste
Film Director
Film editor
Copy editor

Majority of what I had in my mind for a job is mentioned here or somewhere along the line of this list of jobs.It's kind of enlightening,really.Okay off to revise for physics urgh.

2009-08-01T22:08:00.006+08:00

RE-MINI-SCENES FOURPLAY
RE-MINI-SCENES FOURPLAY
RE-MINI-SCENES FOURPLAY

It flashed before our very eyes.

2009-07-31T21:00:00.006+08:00

Too soon to be soon to be

It was all better when I didn't know anything.When I was oblivious to everything that's happening around me.When all I do is watch cartoons,maybe like the wildthorn berries and as told by ginger on nick in the living room for hours and never get sick and tired of it although the episodes have been repeatedly shown.(oh how I loved those shows even till now) Where I would even laugh alone on the hilarious scenes being shown.Where my mind doesn't get interrupted with these insignificant thoughts clogged up in my brain.How I wish I could flush it all out through my ears.

I need new books to occupy me and make me feel better.I need food comfort specifically almond hershey chocolate bar or I don't mind the hershey kisses too.I want those awesome and refreshing mango smoothies.I don't mind having swensens either or even subway right now.Okay now, I just feel like a pregnant woman who frequently craves for specific foods at random times.

2009-07-30T22:08:00.010+08:00

It's like licking a Honey off a thorn

I've not been blogging for quite awhile.No idea why I've been feeling really restless and I felt like I didn't take my work seriously this week.But I'm glad to say that so far I've not fallen asleep for any subjects, surprise surprise haha :D I'm hoping for a better week next week but for now, thank god that tomorrow is gonna be finally friday!!

Had my frappe today so none for me tomorrow )=

Had a boring and unhealthy KFC for lunch.I'm having the urge to go to the beach but I guess everyone's busy.What a bummer :/ So much projects to be done and coming up tests for the following weeks to come.I'm seriously lacking on revisions.Boo~

I NEED to go shopping!

2009-07-24T23:59:00.008+08:00

AWESOME BUNCH

My friday started off with a cool drizzly weather which was perfect.I simply just love the rain.Maths test was manageable.Social studies test postponed to next week and even physics test was postponed to the week after next week.Awesome or what :D

Dance showcase was tonight.Met Furt at Simei then waited for Karen at tanah merah before heading to cithall to meet the rest.We were running late and took a cab to UCC from clementi.Cedar Girl's school item was superb whilst catholic highschool's was just plain hilarious.Imagine all guys dancing in a suit doing splits and breakdancing.HAHA!

And ehhhhhh ARIEL SO UNFAIR!!! SHE GOT TICKETS TO LADY GAGA'S TO HAVE SOME FUN, THIS BEAT IS SICK!! pffffttt!! Never mind okay, we shall all go to awesome boracay one day and I'd love to see all of us in victoria secrets bikinis and party the night away on the awesome beach ;D

Will post glam+unglam pictures soon.Someone do remind to get new hot undies and that orange nail polish from faceshop!Ok, I'm gonna hit the sheets now.

2009-07-21T22:24:00.005+08:00

Finally fulfilled my craving for ice cream chefs and getting to have it on a tuesday is a two thumbs up.Free mix-in day and I brought Fatin with me(: Karen Theresa Ange Steffy and Charmaine is it? Heheh.I had a great time laughing the afternoon with them.Too bad Daniel and Mao couldn't come.Failure...Umaimah wanted to follow too but she had tution ): Next time aye?

2009-07-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

Monday No Blues

Don't I just look innocent in the school uniform? hahaha! Okay, so surprisingly no monday blues though I was hesitating to get up early this morning.A good one hour of chemistry after school.And like finally I was able to treat myself a mccafe caramel frappe(:

2009-07-19T18:50:00.004+08:00

Dress Sunday

WHEN ARIEL LOST THE BET WITH NAT. sigh..tsk tsk tsk..shakes head*

She had to wear that awfully smelly super huge combat boots with a dress in front of the whole class.

Was not able to join the rest for breakfast.All thanks to my mom who insisted me in following her to do the groceries first.Had cath class then went for the 11.15 mass(:I enjoyed Father Patrick's story during the mass.It was hilariously miraculous.God really is great(:

Had lunch at subway and we finally bought the tickets for the SYF dance showcase on friday evening.I hope this will be my week.Looking forward to so many things.Uh huh~

A man in the midst of one of those hard climbs in life.
"God, if you really care for me then send me a priest!"
And he did...

xoxo,

2009-07-18T20:14:00.007+08:00

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince

AIN'T THIS DRESS PRETTY?!? ):

Watched the movie with dear classmates :D Many of the guys came and there were only me and Fatin for the girls.

Anyway the movie was not as good as expected but its alright.I can't believe Hagrid died :( I have to buy the freaking book! Me and Fatin window shopped today and I could not stand not being able to buy those pretty dresses. pfffft~

And oh yeah, was suppose to see Farhan perform his acoustics today.Sorry couldn't come yeah ):

Dress sunday tomorrow.I can't wait (: I'm glad Karen got her after school life back.Icc on tuesday! Can't wait for that one too!

xoxo,

2009-07-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF!

Thank God It's Friday!

Yesterday,Thursday

Thursday afternoon was spent at the DNT workshop.We treated ourselves KFC after that, it was me Sarah and Fatin.Sarah was still being a sick pervert >:/ Abby asked me for a chill-out at starbucks in the evening but I couldn't make it as I had lots of homeworks to be done and I was really tired ):

See I ditched lots of things because of my homeworks argh~ Taufiq Firman and Tian Shen, we still have to do RISE project -_- I'll kill you guys if we get punished for this.

Today,Friday

I've been listening attentively in class.This week has been really tiring so Im really glad this week's over.Harry Potter and the half blood prince is finally out in the cinemas! :D

And anyway,I am finally talking to Taufiq again.After I got mad at him for what happened last saturday.lol.He treated me pizza to make it up with me.Haha! Had nowhere to go after school.Fatin and Sarah wanted to come to my house for a swim actually but cancelled it.I slept the whole afternoon away as I was looking forward to meeting the usual peepz at night.Ended up staying at home cos I am not feeling well.Sorry you guys ):

On a lighter note, I had a nice afternoon sleep after a long busy week.Taufiq asked me out for a movie tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that.It'll be me Taufiq Haziq Fatin Sarah Syafiee Saifuddin Zul Syafiee? and maybe Brenda (: Can't wait yeah.

xoxo,

2009-07-15T22:43:00.004+08:00

I hate rushing.I love to take my own sweet time thus it means I hate deadlines.DNT just now was nowhere near productivity so that means there's lots of work left to do tomorrow.It gets me frustrated,really.We'll be doing folio during curriculum time and that means we have to stay back after school.I hate spending my afternoon in school.Argh~

Finish up the artefact
Take a video
Sarah's house for the video editing and narration
Study Chemistry

Will be acting out our presentation during english tomorrow like finally.Left with DNT and RISE project.Sigh..too much.This does not include homeworks and my revisions yet! ?!#%*@#

I'm glad I studied maths today.Thank you Sarah and Fatin for your patience.HAHA! You had to explain to me the circle questions over and over (: Love ya babes! Anyway, was suppose to hang at Ms Yeo Si Rui's place but carissa park condo have all its stupid rules and we do not want that.Finally decided to make our way to terminal 3 and had popeyes for lunch.Moved over to Mc Cafe after to do our revisions.

And oh! I don't know if you'll get to see this but..

HAPPY SWEET 15th BIRTHDAY NAJLAH! Hope you liked the card and the flower ;D I love your sweet & really wide smile.

THE WORST PART FOR TODAY WAS MDM CHIN'S NAGGING!! USING MIC SOMEMORE OH MY GOD. 20 MINUTES OF OUR RECESS WAS TAKEN UP.She looked so cute nagging which nobody can't be bothered about.Haha! Mdm Chin oh Mdm Chin...

Have I ever mentioned that I hate THURSDAYS?

2009-07-14T00:53:00.003+08:00

Back to school
New partner who is noisy but listens in class only if someone sings to him and he expects me to do so !$@#$ hahaha!! I won't ok
Miss old partner although I can't rely on him on school stuffs but he buys sweets specially for me every single day): awww
Lagging in Maths
Can never memorize pictures for goodness sake for those chords of circle thingy
Had P.E! Yellow team won (: My team
Sarah was being a pervert while I was changing >:/
I swear class was full of crap today, vulgarities were even used in presentations but teacher can't even help cos she was laughing too HAHA!
Recieved compliments from teacher that our class have lots of potential actors and actresses
I dread DNT tomorrow BUT I miss dnt teacher's nagging hahaha
Mdm chin oh Mdm chin..

PS: TIAN SHEN, I'M BEGGING YOU TO COME TO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY for the presentation.

2009-07-12T22:17:00.005+08:00

Today was lots fun with lots of laughter.Spent with dear Karen Theresa and Ange (: Attended cathecism class in the morning and happy birthday songs were sang repeatedly -_- And honestly, I felt so guilty for not attending mass...ahh..ok..change topic ):

And OMG BENSON!! Out of all words, why'd you have to use the word "bitesized" while explaining to the class what the priest said?!! I was hoping that nobody heard but they did!One of the guys had to repeat it, from camp till now HAHA! But its ok I don't take it to heart and oh thanks some more to Nathaniel la.Thanks for being so awesome today*sarcastic tone*Thats why you deserved that slap I mean pat on the shoulder that I gave you before I left :D

Took a bus to cityhall and wanted to eat at cafe cartel but sadly it wasn't there no more): Went in accesorize and they were selling this bag for 50plus which has gone down to half its price already! I want to get it so badly.Sigh..Finally got in the library after much distractions and pit stops.Got out of there as soon as we can.Starbucks for today and Furtado came.Shadiq rocks!! I got a special service from him.He got my order from my table which is a free venti somemore! Thanks sososo manymany much! Found so many things to laugh about today.Hanged at Karen's place, looking forward to Ariel's ;D

2009-07-11T16:29:00.002+08:00

Hanging like the burning end of a ciggarette

This scene is so typical, so cynical.You got away again with the way you take me.But how can I deny all these butterflies? Its filling my guts and it feels funny.Oh boy,this feeling is just so complicated but you never have to know.It hurts to see someone else suffer like I did and still do.Its breathing down my neck and I know what I've got to do if only I could stop denying.How I wish someday those clouds could wash these thoughts of you away from my head.

Sometimes I wonder if whatever I post here actually makes any sense to any of you readers.

2009-07-11T01:51:00.000+08:00

Not this time, not again

Today was pretty alright.The weekend is finally here.Started off with a lazy morning and I cooked lunch.I love french beans.Haha(: And not forgetting, starbucks on fridays is a must.Caramel frappe with milk/cream base.Thumbsy up up ;D

And so,I met up with Irsyad by 4pm at Starbucks and he passed to me the completed script for the project.And then as usual, the rest of our conversation was filled with crap on incoherent topics.I remembered myself laughing alot.Irsyad claims that time flies whenever he talks to me cos I talk nonstop.Whatever ok hahaha! And to taufiq, you suck,you really really suck.You owe me something for this!! %$#@!

Went seperate ways with Irsyad when he had to take his madrasah results at bedok.Met the usual peeps after that till late night.They were break dancing as usual,its their b-boy thaaang.Not been meeting them for so many fridays already.I miss their nonsense and lucky I met them tonight.The moon was pretty too. I snapped a picture of Shadiq and he claimed that he was flying.Should have taken a video to see a clearer view of his funny expression hahahaa.I said that he was full of crap and he goes "EH. Have you ever wondered that it might be crap that is full of Shadiq huh!?!!"

And hmm..am looking forward to sunday with them awesome people hee :D

I firmly told myself I won't
And what did I tell myself again?
And what did I just do?
Urggghhh

Anyway, till here sweet readers,

Adioz!!!

2009-07-09T13:34:00.000+08:00

Smile just for the show

It was just not enough to make it all ok.I was afraid this day would come.I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within.You've told me things I've never known and I listen very eagerly.But deep inside you'll never see, the emptiness in me.But then again, I'm glad.Guess I need some things to change cos things aren't just the same.

2009-07-08T13:23:00.001+08:00

The clouds cried with me today

Woke up in an excruciating pain.Monthly period is here again.Apparently 7 days flew by me just like that and what have I been doing? Sleep sleep sleep computer and sleep.HAHA! Milo have been accompanying me too.Facebook games are like drug pills that I need to take every now and then cos they're just super addictive.Who else agrees with me?hee :D I went to church on sunday.Few people came coz most of them overslept so they went for the second mass with their families -_- It was left with me sheryl theresa furt jonathan(mao) and shaun.Ate lunch at parkway then we slacked at borders, at the social science part.My mind became more polluted.Oh no..

Ahh today's TUESDAY! Ice cream chef ftw! I missed their free mix-in day which is today rawwwr! Any volunteers to accompany me there this friday?? Heee! An outing with Holly and Tasha.Can't wait for that one too(:

Oh and something happened last night! I dreamt of karen, yes, you karen.It was like a deja vu but it already happened and it just repeated in my dreams.You get me? Haha!Okay never mind.I think I miss you too much luhh.Must come this sunday oke babe? (= I randomly dreamt that we were out and your cellphone rang with your tonguetied ringtone by faber drive.Haha.

This feeling sucks.I should have known better.Its better to regret after you tried than to regret that you didn't try at all right?

I was given a chance that I never took coz I feared of some certain things.I kept thinking of the "what if" questions.Unfortunately, I do know that it is unfair for the other person and that I am very selfish for this act.Everything just doesn't seem to work out for me right now.Just to make this clear, I am not against anything luh oke.I just need to give myself time to see how things can be beautiful and work out for me again.It doesn't need to be perfect, along the neutral zone will be fine.Sigh..

Im heading for a dive in the pool, seeya'll later!

2009-07-06T18:44:00.001+08:00

Think of you later in my empty room

I am feeling really homesick): I am nowhere near productivity.I feel no motivation at all to study.I am super left behind.This is bad..really bad.I swear my brain is fried. I don't look forward to school anymore like I used to either.What is wrong with me.(Are this symptoms of FURTITIS? OMG HAHA! I hope not) And I am still really feeling very homesick )):

Anyway Irsyad came over to discuss some project.The rest could not come so we only did the storyline and half of my line for the script.lalala~ We talked nonsense most of the time.There's still alot to be done.Sigh...

If you never meant to hold on, would you ever have to let go? I shut it long ago and still too scared to open.A story too cold to tell.Heartless I must say.My eyes had no sight and I fell right through.Only realsed after I got so deep and couldn't find my way out.I was like a prisoner of my own.I feared to fight my own feelings.

2009-07-04T22:19:00.002+08:00

The truth sets you free but it doesn't make you happy

But what if you don't know the truth?Would it make you happy?Would it make you happy if you live in a lie?Both hurts doesn't it so whats the point.My perception's distorted.I have been mopping around my own little world alot lately.My mind wanders off to places only I know and it refuses to come back.It wishes to stay in that sacred place forever, but apparently it cannot.Things have not been smooth on my side but hey everyone have their rough patches in life right? And plus I wanna remain cheerful but all I know is that I am just ball of confusion right now.

2009-07-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

My heart is beating but I can't feel anything

Happy Birthday Brenda!

Check her out in the black dress!

I feel so homesick!! I miss philippines so much!!It feels very sad to be away from the ones you love.Aahh!!Was just talking about it with Ariel, right Ariel?And my granny's recovering from her operation and I thank god(: I hope to be able to go back there again for this year's christmas sigh..

I tend to ponder about so many things in life and sometimes I get scared.Will be heading to church tomorrow with the peeps.I feel so jealous that I missed out on Brenda's party last night ): But it was sweet for all of them to call me up and I was on loudspeaker awww..Daniel's voice stood out with his "hard gay thrust hips" nonsense.Brenda looks good in the dress! Wee~ Like finally! Wonder when she'll wear the pink bra and pink thongs given to her! HAHA! I missed out so many gossips luh oke! Haha! Will be catching Transformers after mass tomorrow too. My results from the hospital better be out by today, hopefully that is...Im so bored at home and I can't help not to stop munching on the hershey bars in the fridge although I have a sore throat and its killing me!

And omg Karen! I miss you too luhh oke! I miss everyone! Abby & Azzi, hope you babes are feeling alright with everything that's happening around you both.I can't juggle with mine that well either and I am trying my best not to show.But hey! must cheer up ya! I love you ladies! And Marissa(: We accompanied each other through texts at home while we're both sick.Loveyou too ok!Thanks for reminding to take my meds!

Adioz!

2009-07-02T11:30:00.000+08:00

2009-07-01T12:27:00.000+08:00

Heya'll!! Yes, I am back but I am quarantined for 7days.I am not happy to be back and hope for a longer stay there): I had a scary experience which is unbelievable.I am totally drained out from the journey and no details for now.

2009-06-20T01:42:00.000+08:00

ADRIAN IS A NOOB! :D

HAHAHAAH ADRIAN NOOOOOOOOOOOB!!

I FELT LIKE STRANGLING HIM SO I DID THIS!!!

MADE ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER!!

Goodnight everyone, I'll miss all of you
Will be back in 10days!!

xoxo,

2009-06-18T00:01:00.001+08:00

PRINCESS AND SUNSHINE !

SWIMMING TANNING PARKWAY EATING LEPAK

2009-06-16T23:27:00.000+08:00

FIQQY FLY,

HAPPY SWEET 17TH !!One more year and you will be legal! Haha! Your phobia shall be gone! *if you know what I mean! Haha! You shall always be my dear tall friend (: Although you are out of singapore at the moment, hope to see you soon and hope you enjoyed your birthday :)

2009-06-16T20:12:00.000+08:00

SLEEPOVER @ TRISHY'S CRIB (:

2009-06-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

I was doing this man a super huge favour okay! And someone just had to snap it! Geeez!

THIS PICS ARE SO DUE! WITH DEAR KAREN AND CRAZY RACHEL! :D I HAD FUN BABES!

2009-06-15T16:36:00.000+08:00

Monday afternoon

Met Marissa for awhile and yeah she got me off my monday blues mood :D Thank you dear,loveyou! Accompanied you while ehem* the rest were busy from being constipated.

2009-06-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Sunday is good (=

Went for the 9.15 mass and its the first time that there are lots more guys than girls who attended for church.Haha.Went to treats for lunch at parkway after mass.As we were walking towards parkway, we saw JAMES! Furt went in his car and said "see you guys at parkway!" And we were all like "noo!! get in get in the car hurry hurry!" 8 of us squeezed in james car.Haha!! And I sat on Ariel.I'm so sorry my dear (",) We got a free ride wee~

Walked back to church after lunch and I wanted to go home when it started raining. Furt went for youth facilitator meeting then the rest of us ended up slacking at the staircase at the main entrance until the second mass ended.Waited for Karen since she went for mass with her family.

"Err..I don't wanna go home..Where you guys wanna go?"
"Ice cream chefs!"

Made our way there!Yummmehh~ Furt, Stefan, Eunice and Sheryl came awhile later.Met mom after that and did groceries.

Ahh I still think he's cute!Hahaaha!Potentials!

And oh myy goooddd, stoppp itt mannn!! Seriously! Your not going anywhere with your narrow-minded brain!

2009-06-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

CATHAY!

THESE BRAS ARE THE SIZES OF OUR FACES!!

Hehe Ariel!
Finally a picture of Jolene!!

-Macdonalds
-32 degrees fahrenheit
-oyster Mee sua
-new york pizza fries
-ghost of gf's past movie
-nachos!
-plaza singapura
-starbucks
-bacardi
-mrt cityhall
-met abbs and isa
-swensens
-isa got her tattoo nice nice :D

** more pictures to come ! me want the pictures can missy ariel???? ;D

Check out Isabel's tattoo nicey nicey ! She going for touch up later on! Me wanna see the pleasurable pain!!

Ok goodnight!!

2009-06-09T01:02:00.000+08:00

The Break up & Catch ups

Darnn she saw my sexy undies!!

She's heartbroken confused and does not know what to do.He's on her mind everytime and knowing that she's not on his mind is what aches her heart.Knowing he's happy without her yet can't help but to accept though it hurts her so much.Cheerrr upppp my princesssss!! Pick up the pieces slowly..Everything takes time. Love yaa!!

xoxo,
sunshine :D

Intertwine yours with mine baby,

2009-06-07T15:13:00.000+08:00

SHAVED!

Macarena!

I'm sorry Adrian!! That was my fault :D

OUR HANDPHONE'S GOT CONFISCATED THROUGHOUT! ):

MOSES zzzz!

The guys in my group wouldn't wake up!

Bastards drop themselves on the girls!!

HAHA! They hid their handphone's in the guitar!! BUSTED!!

Pink Family was Awesome!

Mi Familia

First Day

-I'm in the Pink Family Group
-I got labelled "funsize"
-Inspiration from the mini M&M's they gave out
-Phantom chair game sucks,we had to sit on each other.I had to sit on this ah beng's lap, seriously looks so wrong la!!
-Screw Nathaniel and Adrian for showering me with flour
-Trust Fall was scary, had to fall on the guys geez
-Prayers at night
-Our room was super cozy and super cool (:
-It was me, Karen, Sheryl & Theresa
-Showered and got into PJ's haha we sexyyy ladies
-Shoot Shex Marry hahahaha!! super funny!
-Hanged around in the kitchen after lights out
-Shaun got his birthday bash from the boys, 15seconds each ouch!
-May your bruises be healed fast
-Cake smashing attempt failed and got stuck on the banner -.-"
-Girls have 30seconds bash each, unattempted
-Stayed up till 3plus in the kitchen
-Hugged Sheryl throughout the night
-Rebecca snatched my blanket, I snatched sheryl's
-Improper Sleep

Second Day

-Had to exchange slippers randomly and I got huge slippers
-Reconciliation with the priests
-Guys are proven more emotional than girls
-The guys cried awwww
-Parents came unexpectedly at night
-WHAT?!!
-But luckily my mom didn't ditch me if not I'll be an orphan while the rest are with their mummys and daddys
-It got mushy and stuff
-Stayed up til 5?
-Tried sleeping at 6?
-Sun was up we were still on bed
-Guys couldn't wake up, eunice had to smack them with pillows

Third Day

-UNGLAM PHOTOS REVEALED!!

2009-06-05T14:17:00.000+08:00

TICK TOCK TICK TOCK I REALLY REALLY SUCK

Will be accompanying Fiqqy Fly to see the puma sales anytime soon.I'll be going for a camp tomorrow so I won't be seeing him for awhile and even after camp, he have to go to school.Sad life right, I feel for him..So you see? I'm such a sweet and nice small friend to him aren't I? Camwhored while waiting for him.This is how bored I can get.I feel like a total retard now.Haha! And now that I mentioned about camp tomorrow, I HAVEN'T PACKED!

OH WHAT THA FISHNETS!!

If we knew each other's secrets,what comfort would we find
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts or fears
I can't change my past with all its heartaches and pains nor the future with its untold stories
I can't keep my feet from stumbling
I can't keep my heart from breaking

2009-06-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

My life's changing.The view on the other side has gotten really blur.Everything's happening so fast, I really can't seem to catch up no matter how hard I try.I really don't know how to react.Well I never knew how to react.Was my respond fake or was I just bottling up my real feelings inside of me?What? I don't get the situation, I don't know if I can accept it.I can get really stubborn.My stomach feels really weird.My heart is aching.Is this really all for me?People have seen me smiling, laughing and being cheerful all the time but strangely it never says anything about my real happiness.Have you ever asked whether I was happy? Were my feelings really ever considered?Oh wait, you never gave me any choices.I was never ever even given one.All I was left with was how I was gonna handle it.I was never comfortable around you although your my own flesh and blood. There was always this barrier between us and I know you felt it too.Did I ever complain?

2009-06-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out I wanna go out Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet Where's my wallet

I MIIIIIIIIIIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

To Isabel: I've not topped my hp till now and its been 3days.I am really sorrry I could not contact you.I had some stupid issues yesterday that ruined my whole day.Im sorry babe.

And finally at least this lady has been updating her blog.Most probably that's because she's grounded and bored(; If not, she's always out out and out.Yes I mean you Azziblaster

From Azzi/Nur Hazirah Bte Huzairi's xanga

(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .
1. Abby
2. Pauline
3. Marissa
4. Malina
5. Lyna
6. Zahir
7. Azura
8. Yantiie
9. Fatin
10. Farzanah

(16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
; No one, she's currently single

(22) say something about 2 ?
; Cute, always gives good advices, sensitive and sometimes annoying;) [ME: grrrr..]

QUIZ..

(1)Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
; Forehead and cheeks

(2) How you do feel when you woke up this morning?
; I need to peeeee my bladder's gonna burst!

(3) Who was the last person you took photo with ?
; Karen and Rachel (;

(4) Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
; Of couuuuuu-rrrsssee Who would'nt want to be spoiled?!!

(5) would you ever donate blood?
; ONLY if its super emergency then yes. I hate the needles poking in my skin.

(6) have you ever had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex ?
; Yesssssssssssss

(7) do you want someone dead ?
; nope. life is too short to have enemies

(8) what does the last massage says ?
; "You asleep? "

(9) what are you thinking right now ?
; lots of things. where did i actually put my wallet..thinking of him..and other things..

(10) do you wish someone with you right now ?
; yeah..

(11) what time you went to bed last night ?
; 2am ++

(12) where did you buy the t-shirt that you're wearing right now ?
; Mango

(13) is someone in your mind ?
; Of course!

(14) who was the last person who text you ?
; Ammar

(15) 10 people tagged to do this quiz .

!.Abby

2.Marissa Langton

3.Fiqqy Fly

4.Isabel

5.Sonia

6.Dzul

7.Azilla

8.Fatin

9.Karen

10.Megan

(16) Who is 2 having relationship with ?
; Adam Ho! (;

(17) is 3 male or female ?
; hmmm..good question..

(18) if 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ?
; nah..6 already has a pretty girlfriend

(19) what is 1 studying about ?
; study?? its the holidays sucker.

(20) when was the last time you had chat with 5 ?
; Last weeeek!! (:

(21) is 4 single ?
; Yeah at the meantime

(22) say something about 2 ?
; my girlfriend for 3years, always so boncet,always very clumsy and sometimes really dumb, overall she's great still loveya!

(23) what do you think of 3 & 6 being together ?
; HAHAHAH! SUPER DUPER SEXY couple!

(24) what will you do if 6 & 7 fight ?
; I'll help out SEVEN HAHA!

(25) do you like 3 ?
; Yesssssss my super great tall friend!

CIAO!

2009-05-31T23:53:00.000+08:00

This pic is so due.Horny Princess Cheryl on confirmation night last 2weeks! xoxo gosh i miss her!!

Finally I wasn't late and in fact I was early.There was no class today but replaced by the sexuality talk from 1pm and supposingly to 5pm.We were released so much later than that.

Went for the 0915 mass which ended at about 1030.Headed to parkway after that for our brunch.From Borders to Treats, there weren't any spaces for us to sit.Then we had to choose subway or mos burgers.Chose Subwaaayy(: Went for the talk after that and we only had our next break at 0345.Ballzz with sugar was superr nice and the eclair too.It was such an open talk.From masturbation to homosexuality and pornogrpahy.Lol.The talk was sensible and very meaningful.It gave me an even deeper understanding of how does it concern together with my religion.But the bad part was that because the facilitators knew it was us girls who wrote the question, they actually thought we were lezbosss..

Anyway, came over to pretty Karen's house for dinner since we decided to watch crystle(karen's schoolmate) and Risa from our class perform some super abstract play at the esplanade.The show was at 0815 and the performers were from SOTA,school of the arts.Chilled by the river and grabbed starbucks.I love Khairul so mucchhh for treating me starbucks.I wanted to see if shadiq was there working but it was Khairul on shift.Yayyy!!He gave me extra milk+whipcream+caramel. (:

Pictures will be updated[=

Oh-oh the bimbo cheer, I can't remember all the lyrics that karen taught me but lemme try haha!!

Oh my gosh, I think I need a manicure
The sun, I swear is messing up my gorgeous hair

Karen help me complete!!

2009-05-29T21:16:00.000+08:00

Saw Fye on the way to school in the morning.Huggies*

Me: Fyeee! Where you going?
Fye: Meet my friend to take back my hp.You?
Me: Obviously on the way home la..(says it confidently)
(Burst out laughing)
Me: I mean on the way to school
Fye: Haha! You awake or not?
Me: Shuddup la, I am la haha
Fye: Make suree!

Breakfast with Teachers

Cinema Scenes

Grabbed our McCafe then Beach

Swimming at my crib

Today was super hectic fun.Met up as early as 645 am with Azilla, Aishah, Sarah and Fatin.We bought our cup noodles for breakfast then walked to school.English oldies songs were played in class and everyone just started singing along.Even the guys knew the lyrics lol.Found out it was pretty Ms Ong's birthday and the guys from my class were more than happy to party crash Ms Ong's breakfast with her class.The guys were all singing the happy birthday song, obviously flirting rolls eyes* School was over as early as 0915.

We then made our way to downtown.Watched monsters vs aliens.Azilla suggested it and yeah it was hella funny, spaceballs! We were like super early and just went in the cinema straight away.We were the only ones inside and it felt like the whole cinema was ours.Snapped pictures and Sarah fell asleep with her long legs and huge feet inconveniently put up on the chair in front of her.Went to grab mccafe after the movie.Sarah went home first due to family matters.Walked to the park and we seriously had nowhere to go.The sun was super scorching hot and it sucks.We came across a gecko that made Azilla continously scream her lungs out and sent her running to god only knows where.She had to be carried away from the grass cos she just wouldn't budge from where she was.Me and Fatin took turns to piggyback her till we were out of the park.

It was a two-against-one idea to go to my crib.Got them to change in tees and shorts.We kept running away from the guard who wouldn't let us in the pool with our t-shirts since it was unplanned and we were unprepared.Camwhored alot.Sauna was noy working.Gasped for air lots of pulling and pushing went on for a long time pushed them above waters pushed them away from each other.The other was able to swim then the other one was the problem, I pushed her nearer to the edge and finally pulled her by the hand.It was no joke.

My day was super lovely,together let's fly up the moon and say hello to the stars

2009-05-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

Thursday Evening

Thursday evening felt so much like one of my friday nights.Initial plan was to grab starbucks with Abby since I ate late lunch at Fatin's house with Azilla and Sarah.I was bloated and I thought Abby already ate at home.Claiming that she was super hungry and only ate a few gong-gong(???) that her mom just cooked, she dragged me to Pastamania to fill up her tummy then over to Swensons for dessert.Oh I just love calamari.Beach Hut's calamari at east coast is much more tastier though((: We walked in circles looking for her purse but sadly still did not get any in the end.Finally got my starbucks just before homey.. Yumm..

Happy Holidays Happy People!

2009-05-27T18:22:00.001+08:00

I dont really wanna post anything today but I don't know how else to contact this parictular lady.

Last night..

Bitch: Not going anywhere after school right?
Bitch: Let's meet at esso after school ya
Me: Yeah sure, meet at esso

This morning...
Bitch: Anything meet at esso tau, dont forget
Me: Yar yar ok I know I know ( I had thousand much more reminders even before this)

After school: My class was release early and got to know this lady was still at the DNT block helping someone out.

I went to tampines mart to buy my takoyaki/tokoyaki(whatever it is) with Fatin and I came back to wait outside school.Turns out, the lady was still in school.Waited for awhile.Finally I decided to go off with Abby as I was craving for another box of the takoyaki/tokoyaki squid balls.Walked home after that.It was a super hot day.Global warming is getting worse by the day.Excessive humidity in the air.Sheesh.This is terrible.Haiya..

Wanna know who? Yes its you Ms Marissa Langton >:(
Ggrrrrr you owe me ice cream for this

2009-05-26T20:29:00.000+08:00

Trisha, Felicia and Shanna

Millions of hugs&kisses to you three for your confirmation day! Lots and lots of Love mwah mwah. Im superduper sorry I couldn't attend your big night and not even for the dinner at your house)): And congrats to Cheryl who's gonna be baptized sooon.Proud of you darrlinngg!

xoxo,