Sunshine

Sunshine Drama Lovelies Clock

HELLO

They say impulse I say that's cowcrap

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Awh man..Blogger is dead but I don't feel like deleting it.

You.Yes You.Why you.Of all people why You.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Pauline is onsugar ^^

http://www.paulinewhispers.onsugar.com

Friday, September 18, 2009

STUDY

I was exceptionally early for school today.Exams are coming and I still don't get the vibe nor feel the urgency to study.Someone please motivate me.

Munho: Wanna go study tomorrow?
Me: *started laughing at his face*
Munho: *gave me the stare*
Me: are you serious?
Munho: *continued to give me the stare*
Me: Waaah first time or what
Munho: where you wanna study?

He'll sms me tomorrow if he's really serious in wanting to study.That is also if he wakes up.HAHA.We shall wait and see.For now, thank god its friday.Double thumbs up!!Moreover it rained so friday for-the-total-definite-win! Treated myself the usual drink too.Overall today was just simply fantastic(=

The thrill you make me feel

* Leave me alone.You have no right to call me a snob cos in the first place it's not at all my obligation to give you any of my attention.

xo readers

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

It haunts me with a wisp of something true

Its as if some giant crane jerked me aloft and swings me right through the softness of the night.Enchants me like a song sung far away with words that hangs softly and make me hum as I go.With the light of dawn with hesitant thoughts so real.Real as well the hopes that only time can prove.I dance across the beautiful meadows in my heart while I wait.I wait carrying doubts which mingle joy and fear.Slowly unraveling mysteries.Mysteries which sometimes lodge behind the most elaborated mask.Which revelation's more than worth the risk.

After much unclogging of insignificant thoughts in my little own world, I believe I should leave things the way it is.Though unsatisfied, I know I must continue learning.

Anyway, there's the mentalist tonight.Awesome :D Clock, tick tock faster oh pretty please.Hoohaa! I feel like watching gossip girls all over again or start 90210..Haha, ooo-emm-geee distractions! Gotta wait till after exams.Screw it.Design and technology tomorrow.!@??#@&+! ?!#**&
I bet everyone's gonna die unless they absent themselves like how they did today cos Maths was the first period of the day.Tsk tsk tsk.But except those minority who actually turned up for the extra dnt lesson during the holidays.

kay ciao readers

Love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about
Please, let me have a little bit of everything

Monday, September 14, 2009

Monday Blues

I've been a total pig throughout the one week holiday.Not been very productive in revisions either.Heck.Irsyad please teach me physics.Haha

Had english situational writing test, I think I wrote pure nonsense.Effects of brain malfunction after holidays.Ah shites.No maths! :D And oh there's fringe tonight! How awesome.I think the mad scientist is hilarious.Haha! Then there's the mentalist tomorrow ;D

Another crappy post.Bear with me

xo readers

Friday, September 11, 2009

Significant other

To Fear Love is to Fear Life and those who fear Life are already three parts dead

Shadiq says:
what happened to you
where have you been?
---------------------------------------------------- blah blah
pauline says:
hahah
lolol
no luhh
pauline kan budak baik
haha
dont want luh
SHADIQ says:
chey
haha
im going to rmbr this
the day u have bf
i remind u ah pauline
pauline says:
hahha ok ok
boys make girls' heart pain
tsk tsk tsk
cannot cannot
SHADIQ says:
true
but not true
if the guy loves the girl?
pauline says:
still the same
SHADIQ says:
ape jer
pauline says:
cos guys too insensitive of the girl's feeling
feelings*
(Y)
real fact
SHADIQ says:
so do you think im like that?
pauline says:
sometimes
hahahaha
surely got make ****'s heart pain
SHADIQ says:
yeah
but i mean
risks is always there
pauline says:
hahah
the guys know the consequences but they brush it aside everytime
and still go on
true rightttt
SHADIQ says:
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead
nopes
pauline says:
waaaaah
i cant believe this ok
SHADIQ says:
yes
pauline says:
Mr Bboy Shadiq is teaching me about Love
SHADIQ says:
haha
pauline says:
Heh Heh Heh
SHADIQ says:
hey you dnt knoe
so what do you see me as huh?
pauline says:
your a good boy now
i cant judge you with things you've done in the past
people change
haha
SHADIQ says:
yeah
i admit i was a fucking fucked up motherfucker
haha

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Mmm
Watcha up to?
pauline says:
SHADIQ
yes
SHADIQ
S
H
A
D
I
Q
SHADIQ IS TEACHING ME ABOUT LOVE
HOW AWESOME
hahaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Haaaaaa
Is he teaching you the right things?
pauline says:
honestly
truthfully
and yes
most surprisingly
HE IS
haha
hahahhaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Yeah
These kinda things
he will teach you properly
others
Nah
He will teach you shit

Still can't believe this ok.Shadiq, the last person I expected this from, teaching me about Love.Hahaha!Underneath all his crappy-ness. But at least now I know who to go to about patience.Yes, his girlfriend.Haha

Oh and its their 3rd year anniversary!! Happy Sweet 3rd year to you both!!! Last long long long more ok!! (=

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Coward

Still too afraid and not to mention super indecisive.I'm sick of telling myself the same bloody reason every time.This is unacceptable.

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Spera In Deo
Hope in God

You're Alpha Omega, beginning and end,
You're my Saviour Messiah Redeemer And Friend

So yesterday was East District Youth Day.The whole idea was to strengthen our belief in our own Catholic Faith.All churches from the east side were there.Our church was the nearest to KCP yet we were the last parish to come.But anyway, I personally liked the pole dancing forfeit when we were still at church.Somebody please upload the video on facebook hahahaha!Super epic epic epic.Overall it was fun.We sang really nice songs during the mass and basically during the whole event. I met alot of people like Alexandria whom I actually keep seeing at any church events and her brother Ian de costa is also one of the Facils.Lol. Supper with everyone till late afterwards.We made a nuisance of ourselves.Reached home, came online for awhile.My computer crashed and so did I. Hahaha.

Oh and not forgetting, I found someone who has the same height as me.Bianchine Sophiyah Castro. Nice name right? She's my bitesized partner now ;D

Thursday, September 03, 2009

BUBBAH LOVES TRUCK

In spanish, Querido means Dear (=

Anyways, design for me is good but technology, accuracy , measurements, dayyyumm I hate them

Working backwards for my 10 ideations (oh god)
My final product drawing in dimensions
My working drawing
-inside structure
-outside structure

Complete material list with measurements in mm
It sucks that I can't do prototype jeesh

She giggled when she finds herself constantly wanting to see him
Taking every chance to get a glimpse of him whenever she passes by his class
Noticing the way how he looks so blur with his yet undeniably killer smile
And yet again she whispers to herself, infatuation infatuation infatuation..

Wednesday, September 02, 2009

Under this Cloak

Something made her jump and scared the bejeezus outta her.She took it more of a wake up call.It made her ponder about it in depth.She could see what's happening.It clearly states one thing.She doesn't like it but what could she do? It's not something that only requires the work of one person for it to be fixed. It was something she started and most probably it had to stay that way.Does it have to be? She guess it'll just never be the same, ever. On top of all that, she also somehow feels like a coward who ran away from her past. She thought she could keep it buried and forgotten but no. Right now she feels like a criminal who has to keep running away and constantly looking back whether the cops have trailed her yet once again.