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HELLO

They say impulse I say that's cowcrap

xoxo

Pauline Shane Querido.I love morning glory and white roses

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009

The clouds cried with me today

Woke up in an excruciating pain.Monthly period is here again.Apparently 7 days flew by me just like that and what have I been doing? Sleep sleep sleep computer and sleep.HAHA! Milo have been accompanying me too.Facebook games are like drug pills that I need to take every now and then cos they're just super addictive.Who else agrees with me?hee :D I went to church on sunday.Few people came coz most of them overslept so they went for the second mass with their families -_- It was left with me sheryl theresa furt jonathan(mao) and shaun.Ate lunch at parkway then we slacked at borders, at the social science part.My mind became more polluted.Oh no..

Ahh today's TUESDAY! Ice cream chef ftw! I missed their free mix-in day which is today rawwwr! Any volunteers to accompany me there this friday?? Heee! An outing with Holly and Tasha.Can't wait for that one too(:

Oh and something happened last night! I dreamt of karen, yes, you karen.It was like a deja vu but it already happened and it just repeated in my dreams.You get me? Haha!Okay never mind.I think I miss you too much luhh.Must come this sunday oke babe? (= I randomly dreamt that we were out and your cellphone rang with your tonguetied ringtone by faber drive.Haha.

This feeling sucks.I should have known better.Its better to regret after you tried than to regret that you didn't try at all right?

I was given a chance that I never took coz I feared of some certain things.I kept thinking of the "what if" questions.Unfortunately, I do know that it is unfair for the other person and that I am very selfish for this act.Everything just doesn't seem to work out for me right now.Just to make this clear, I am not against anything luh oke.I just need to give myself time to see how things can be beautiful and work out for me again.It doesn't need to be perfect, along the neutral zone will be fine.Sigh..

Im heading for a dive in the pool, seeya'll later!