HELLO
They say impulse I say that's cowcrap
Sunshine
Drama
Lovelies
Clock
They say impulse I say that's cowcrap
xoxo
Pauline Shane Querido.I love morning glory and white roses
Know the rest for yourself
Friday, July 31, 2009
Too soon to be soon to be
It was all better when I didn't know anything.When I was oblivious to everything that's happening around me.When all I do is watch cartoons,maybe like the wildthorn berries and as told by ginger on nick in the living room for hours and never get sick and tired of it although the episodes have been repeatedly shown.(oh how I loved those shows even till now) Where I would even laugh alone on the hilarious scenes being shown.Where my mind doesn't get interrupted with these insignificant thoughts clogged up in my brain.How I wish I could flush it all out through my ears.
I need new books to occupy me and make me feel better.I need food comfort specifically almond hershey chocolate bar or I don't mind the hershey kisses too.I want those awesome and refreshing mango smoothies.I don't mind having swensens either or even subway right now.Okay now, I just feel like a pregnant woman who frequently craves for specific foods at random times.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
It's like licking a Honey off a thorn
I've not been blogging for quite awhile.No idea why I've been feeling really restless and I felt like I didn't take my work seriously this week.But I'm glad to say that so far I've not fallen asleep for any subjects, surprise surprise haha :D I'm hoping for a better week next week but for now, thank god that tomorrow is gonna be finally friday!!
Had my frappe today so none for me tomorrow )=
Had a boring and unhealthy KFC for lunch.I'm having the urge to go to the beach but I guess everyone's busy.What a bummer :/ So much projects to be done and coming up tests for the following weeks to come.I'm seriously lacking on revisions.Boo~
I NEED to go shopping!
Friday, July 24, 2009
AWESOME BUNCH
My friday started off with a cool drizzly weather which was perfect.I simply just love the rain.Maths test was manageable.Social studies test postponed to next week and even physics test was postponed to the week after next week.Awesome or what :D
Dance showcase was tonight.Met Furt at Simei then waited for Karen at tanah merah before heading to cithall to meet the rest.We were running late and took a cab to UCC from clementi.Cedar Girl's school item was superb whilst catholic highschool's was just plain hilarious.Imagine all guys dancing in a suit doing splits and breakdancing.HAHA!
And ehhhhhh ARIEL SO UNFAIR!!! SHE GOT TICKETS TO LADY GAGA'S TO HAVE SOME FUN, THIS BEAT IS SICK!! pffffttt!! Never mind okay, we shall all go to awesome boracay one day and I'd love to see all of us in victoria secrets bikinis and party the night away on the awesome beach ;D
Will post glam+unglam pictures soon.Someone do remind to get new hot undies and that orange nail polish from faceshop!Ok, I'm gonna hit the sheets now.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Finally fulfilled my craving for ice cream chefs and getting to have it on a tuesday is a two thumbs up.Free mix-in day and I brought Fatin with me(: Karen Theresa Ange Steffy and Charmaine is it? Heheh.I had a great time laughing the afternoon with them.Too bad Daniel and Mao couldn't come.Failure...Umaimah wanted to follow too but she had tution ): Next time aye?
Monday, July 20, 2009
Monday No Blues
Don't I just look innocent in the school uniform? hahaha! Okay, so surprisingly no monday blues though I was hesitating to get up early this morning.A good one hour of chemistry after school.And like finally I was able to treat myself a mccafe caramel frappe(: Sunday, July 19, 2009
Dress Sunday
WHEN ARIEL LOST THE BET WITH NAT. sigh..tsk tsk tsk..shakes head*
She had to wear that awfully smelly super huge combat boots with a dress in front of the whole class.
Was not able to join the rest for breakfast.All thanks to my mom who insisted me in following her to do the groceries first.Had cath class then went for the 11.15 mass(:I enjoyed Father Patrick's story during the mass.It was hilariously miraculous.God really is great(:
Had lunch at subway and we finally bought the tickets for the SYF dance showcase on friday evening.I hope this will be my week.Looking forward to so many things.Uh huh~
A man in the midst of one of those hard climbs in life.
"God, if you really care for me then send me a priest!"
And he did...
xoxo,
Saturday, July 18, 2009
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AIN'T THIS DRESS PRETTY?!? ):
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Watched the movie with dear classmates :D Many of the guys came and there were only me and Fatin for the girls.
Anyway the movie was not as good as expected but its alright.I can't believe Hagrid died :( I have to buy the freaking book! Me and Fatin window shopped today and I could not stand not being able to buy those pretty dresses. pfffft~
And oh yeah, was suppose to see Farhan perform his acoustics today.Sorry couldn't come yeah ):
Dress sunday tomorrow.I can't wait (: I'm glad Karen got her after school life back.Icc on tuesday! Can't wait for that one too!
xoxo,
Friday, July 17, 2009
TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF! TGIF!
Thank God It's Friday!
Yesterday,Thursday
Thursday afternoon was spent at the DNT workshop.We treated ourselves KFC after that, it was me Sarah and Fatin.Sarah was still being a sick pervert >:/ Abby asked me for a chill-out at starbucks in the evening but I couldn't make it as I had lots of homeworks to be done and I was really tired ):
See I ditched lots of things because of my homeworks argh~ Taufiq Firman and Tian Shen, we still have to do RISE project -_- I'll kill you guys if we get punished for this.
Today,Friday
I've been listening attentively in class.This week has been really tiring so Im really glad this week's over.Harry Potter and the half blood prince is finally out in the cinemas! :D
And anyway,I am finally talking to Taufiq again.After I got mad at him for what happened last saturday.lol.He treated me pizza to make it up with me.Haha! Had nowhere to go after school.Fatin and Sarah wanted to come to my house for a swim actually but cancelled it.I slept the whole afternoon away as I was looking forward to meeting the usual peepz at night.Ended up staying at home cos I am not feeling well.Sorry you guys ):
On a lighter note, I had a nice afternoon sleep after a long busy week.Taufiq asked me out for a movie tomorrow and I'm looking forward to that.It'll be me Taufiq Haziq Fatin Sarah Syafiee Saifuddin Zul Syafiee? and maybe Brenda (: Can't wait yeah.
xoxo,
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I hate rushing.I love to take my own sweet time thus it means I hate deadlines.DNT just now was nowhere near productivity so that means there's lots of work left to do tomorrow.It gets me frustrated,really.We'll be doing folio during curriculum time and that means we have to stay back after school.I hate spending my afternoon in school.Argh~- Finish up the artefact
- Take a video
- Sarah's house for the video editing and narration
- Study Chemistry
I'm glad I studied maths today.Thank you Sarah and Fatin for your patience.HAHA! You had to explain to me the circle questions over and over (: Love ya babes! Anyway, was suppose to hang at Ms Yeo Si Rui's place but carissa park condo have all its stupid rules and we do not want that.Finally decided to make our way to terminal 3 and had popeyes for lunch.Moved over to Mc Cafe after to do our revisions.
And oh! I don't know if you'll get to see this but..
HAPPY SWEET 15th BIRTHDAY NAJLAH! Hope you liked the card and the flower ;D I love your sweet & really wide smile.
THE WORST PART FOR TODAY WAS MDM CHIN'S NAGGING!! USING MIC SOMEMORE OH MY GOD. 20 MINUTES OF OUR RECESS WAS TAKEN UP.She looked so cute nagging which nobody can't be bothered about.Haha! Mdm Chin oh Mdm Chin...
Have I ever mentioned that I hate THURSDAYS?
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
- Back to school
- New partner who is noisy but listens in class only if someone sings to him and he expects me to do so !$@#$ hahaha!! I won't ok
- Miss old partner although I can't rely on him on school stuffs but he buys sweets specially for me every single day): awww
- Lagging in Maths
- Can never memorize pictures for goodness sake for those chords of circle thingy
- Had P.E! Yellow team won (: My team
- Sarah was being a pervert while I was changing >:/
- I swear class was full of crap today, vulgarities were even used in presentations but teacher can't even help cos she was laughing too HAHA!
- Recieved compliments from teacher that our class have lots of potential actors and actresses
- I dread DNT tomorrow BUT I miss dnt teacher's nagging hahaha
- Mdm chin oh Mdm chin..
PS: TIAN SHEN, I'M BEGGING YOU TO COME TO SCHOOL ON THURSDAY for the presentation.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Today was lots fun with lots of laughter.Spent with dear Karen Theresa and Ange (: Attended cathecism class in the morning and happy birthday songs were sang repeatedly -_- And honestly, I felt so guilty for not attending mass...ahh..ok..change topic ):
And OMG BENSON!! Out of all words, why'd you have to use the word "bitesized" while explaining to the class what the priest said?!! I was hoping that nobody heard but they did!One of the guys had to repeat it, from camp till now HAHA! But its ok I don't take it to heart and oh thanks some more to Nathaniel la.Thanks for being so awesome today*sarcastic tone*Thats why you deserved that slap I mean pat on the shoulder that I gave you before I left :D
Took a bus to cityhall and wanted to eat at cafe cartel but sadly it wasn't there no more): Went in accesorize and they were selling this bag for 50plus which has gone down to half its price already! I want to get it so badly.Sigh..Finally got in the library after much distractions and pit stops.Got out of there as soon as we can.Starbucks for today and Furtado came.Shadiq rocks!! I got a special service from him.He got my order from my table which is a free venti somemore! Thanks sososo manymany much! Found so many things to laugh about today.Hanged at Karen's place, looking forward to Ariel's ;D
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Hanging like the burning end of a ciggaretteThis scene is so typical, so cynical.You got away again with the way you take me.But how can I deny all these butterflies? Its filling my guts and it feels funny.Oh boy,this feeling is just so complicated but you never have to know.It hurts to see someone else suffer like I did and still do.Its breathing down my neck and I know what I've got to do if only I could stop denying.How I wish someday those clouds could wash these thoughts of you away from my head.
Sometimes I wonder if whatever I post here actually makes any sense to any of you readers.
Not this time, not again
Today was pretty alright.The weekend is finally here.Started off with a lazy morning and I cooked lunch.I love french beans.Haha(: And not forgetting, starbucks on fridays is a must.Caramel frappe with milk/cream base.Thumbsy up up ;D
And so,I met up with Irsyad by 4pm at Starbucks and he passed to me the completed script for the project.And then as usual, the rest of our conversation was filled with crap on incoherent topics.I remembered myself laughing alot.Irsyad claims that time flies whenever he talks to me cos I talk nonstop.Whatever ok hahaha! And to taufiq, you suck,you really really suck.You owe me something for this!! %$#@!
Went seperate ways with Irsyad when he had to take his madrasah results at bedok.Met the usual peeps after that till late night.They were break dancing as usual,its their b-boy thaaang.Not been meeting them for so many fridays already.I miss their nonsense and lucky I met them tonight.The moon was pretty too. I snapped a picture of Shadiq and he claimed that he was flying.Should have taken a video to see a clearer view of his funny expression hahahaa.I said that he was full of crap and he goes "EH. Have you ever wondered that it might be crap that is full of Shadiq huh!?!!"
And hmm..am looking forward to sunday with them awesome people hee :D
I firmly told myself I won't
And what did I tell myself again?
And what did I just do?
Urggghhh
Anyway, till here sweet readers,
Adioz!!!
Today was pretty alright.The weekend is finally here.Started off with a lazy morning and I cooked lunch.I love french beans.Haha(: And not forgetting, starbucks on fridays is a must.Caramel frappe with milk/cream base.Thumbsy up up ;D
And so,I met up with Irsyad by 4pm at Starbucks and he passed to me the completed script for the project.And then as usual, the rest of our conversation was filled with crap on incoherent topics.I remembered myself laughing alot.Irsyad claims that time flies whenever he talks to me cos I talk nonstop.Whatever ok hahaha! And to taufiq, you suck,you really really suck.You owe me something for this!! %$#@!
Went seperate ways with Irsyad when he had to take his madrasah results at bedok.Met the usual peeps after that till late night.They were break dancing as usual,its their b-boy thaaang.Not been meeting them for so many fridays already.I miss their nonsense and lucky I met them tonight.The moon was pretty too. I snapped a picture of Shadiq and he claimed that he was flying.Should have taken a video to see a clearer view of his funny expression hahahaa.I said that he was full of crap and he goes "EH. Have you ever wondered that it might be crap that is full of Shadiq huh!?!!"
And hmm..am looking forward to sunday with them awesome people hee :D
I firmly told myself I won't
And what did I tell myself again?
And what did I just do?
Urggghhh
Anyway, till here sweet readers,
Adioz!!!
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Smile just for the showIt was just not enough to make it all ok.I was afraid this day would come.I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurting from within.You've told me things I've never known and I listen very eagerly.But deep inside you'll never see, the emptiness in me.But then again, I'm glad.Guess I need some things to change cos things aren't just the same.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
The clouds cried with me today
Woke up in an excruciating pain.Monthly period is here again.Apparently 7 days flew by me just like that and what have I been doing? Sleep sleep sleep computer and sleep.HAHA! Milo have been accompanying me too.Facebook games are like drug pills that I need to take every now and then cos they're just super addictive.Who else agrees with me?hee :D I went to church on sunday.Few people came coz most of them overslept so they went for the second mass with their families -_- It was left with me sheryl theresa furt jonathan(mao) and shaun.Ate lunch at parkway then we slacked at borders, at the social science part.My mind became more polluted.Oh no..
Ahh today's TUESDAY! Ice cream chef ftw! I missed their free mix-in day which is today rawwwr! Any volunteers to accompany me there this friday?? Heee! An outing with Holly and Tasha.Can't wait for that one too(:
Oh and something happened last night! I dreamt of karen, yes, you karen.It was like a deja vu but it already happened and it just repeated in my dreams.You get me? Haha!Okay never mind.I think I miss you too much luhh.Must come this sunday oke babe? (= I randomly dreamt that we were out and your cellphone rang with your tonguetied ringtone by faber drive.Haha.
This feeling sucks.I should have known better.Its better to regret after you tried than to regret that you didn't try at all right?
I was given a chance that I never took coz I feared of some certain things.I kept thinking of the "what if" questions.Unfortunately, I do know that it is unfair for the other person and that I am very selfish for this act.Everything just doesn't seem to work out for me right now.Just to make this clear, I am not against anything luh oke.I just need to give myself time to see how things can be beautiful and work out for me again.It doesn't need to be perfect, along the neutral zone will be fine.Sigh..
Im heading for a dive in the pool, seeya'll later!
Monday, July 06, 2009
Think of you later in my empty room 
I am feeling really homesick): I am nowhere near productivity.I feel no motivation at all to study.I am super left behind.This is bad..really bad.I swear my brain is fried. I don't look forward to school anymore like I used to either.What is wrong with me.(Are this symptoms of FURTITIS? OMG HAHA! I hope not) And I am still really feeling very homesick )):
Anyway Irsyad came over to discuss some project.The rest could not come so we only did the storyline and half of my line for the script.lalala~ We talked nonsense most of the time.There's still alot to be done.Sigh...
If you never meant to hold on, would you ever have to let go? I shut it long ago and still too scared to open.A story too cold to tell.Heartless I must say.My eyes had no sight and I fell right through.Only realsed after I got so deep and couldn't find my way out.I was like a prisoner of my own.I feared to fight my own feelings.
Saturday, July 04, 2009
The truth sets you free but it doesn't make you happyBut what if you don't know the truth?Would it make you happy?Would it make you happy if you live in a lie?Both hurts doesn't it so whats the point.My perception's distorted.I have been mopping around my own little world alot lately.My mind wanders off to places only I know and it refuses to come back.It wishes to stay in that sacred place forever, but apparently it cannot.Things have not been smooth on my side but hey everyone have their rough patches in life right? And plus I wanna remain cheerful but all I know is that I am just ball of confusion right now.
My heart is beating but I can't feel anything
Happy Birthday Brenda!
Check her out in the black dress!
I feel so homesick!! I miss philippines so much!!It feels very sad to be away from the ones you love.Aahh!!Was just talking about it with Ariel, right Ariel?And my granny's recovering from her operation and I thank god(: I hope to be able to go back there again for this year's christmas sigh..
I tend to ponder about so many things in life and sometimes I get scared.Will be heading to church tomorrow with the peeps.I feel so jealous that I missed out on Brenda's party last night ): But it was sweet for all of them to call me up and I was on loudspeaker awww..Daniel's voice stood out with his "hard gay thrust hips" nonsense.Brenda looks good in the dress! Wee~ Like finally! Wonder when she'll wear the pink bra and pink thongs given to her! HAHA! I missed out so many gossips luh oke! Haha! Will be catching Transformers after mass tomorrow too. My results from the hospital better be out by today, hopefully that is...Im so bored at home and I can't help not to stop munching on the hershey bars in the fridge although I have a sore throat and its killing me!
And omg Karen! I miss you too luhh oke! I miss everyone! Abby & Azzi, hope you babes are feeling alright with everything that's happening around you both.I can't juggle with mine that well either and I am trying my best not to show.But hey! must cheer up ya! I love you ladies! And Marissa(: We accompanied each other through texts at home while we're both sick.Loveyou too ok!Thanks for reminding to take my meds!
Adioz!
Happy Birthday Brenda!
Check her out in the black dress!
I feel so homesick!! I miss philippines so much!!It feels very sad to be away from the ones you love.Aahh!!Was just talking about it with Ariel, right Ariel?And my granny's recovering from her operation and I thank god(: I hope to be able to go back there again for this year's christmas sigh..
I tend to ponder about so many things in life and sometimes I get scared.Will be heading to church tomorrow with the peeps.I feel so jealous that I missed out on Brenda's party last night ): But it was sweet for all of them to call me up and I was on loudspeaker awww..Daniel's voice stood out with his "hard gay thrust hips" nonsense.Brenda looks good in the dress! Wee~ Like finally! Wonder when she'll wear the pink bra and pink thongs given to her! HAHA! I missed out so many gossips luh oke! Haha! Will be catching Transformers after mass tomorrow too. My results from the hospital better be out by today, hopefully that is...Im so bored at home and I can't help not to stop munching on the hershey bars in the fridge although I have a sore throat and its killing me!
And omg Karen! I miss you too luhh oke! I miss everyone! Abby & Azzi, hope you babes are feeling alright with everything that's happening around you both.I can't juggle with mine that well either and I am trying my best not to show.But hey! must cheer up ya! I love you ladies! And Marissa(: We accompanied each other through texts at home while we're both sick.Loveyou too ok!Thanks for reminding to take my meds!
Adioz!
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