Pauline Shane Querido.I love morning glory and white roses
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
My life's changing.The view on the other side has gotten really blur.Everything's happening so fast, I really can't seem to catch up no matter how hard I try.I really don't know how to react.Well I never knew how to react.Was my respond fake or was I just bottling up my real feelings inside of me?What? I don't get the situation, I don't know if I can accept it.I can get really stubborn.My stomach feels really weird.My heart is aching.Is this really all for me?People have seen me smiling, laughing and being cheerful all the time but strangely it never says anything about my real happiness.Have you ever asked whether I was happy? Were my feelings really ever considered?Oh wait, you never gave me any choices.I was never ever even given one.All I was left with was how I was gonna handle it.I was never comfortable around you although your my own flesh and blood. There was always this barrier between us and I know you felt it too.Did I ever complain?