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HELLO

They say impulse I say that's cowcrap

xoxo

Pauline Shane Querido.I love morning glory and white roses

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Monday, April 13, 2009

I really gotta learn how to manage my time.I've been going home so late this past few weekends and it scares me.That's because I always end up doing nothing for school and I feel so damn lost in class.I mean even if I don't listen in class and I revise then that's fine for me but I don't even give myself time to revise at all and with all this shit happening around me.And being lost in class doesn't help when I've got other things on my mind that just won't go away.It's not that easy to ignore and pretend everything is okay because it does affect me.But maybe the reason why I go out and ending up not wanting to go home is because I'd like people to be around me as it keeps me busy from those thoughts that haunts me.I've known about it for so long right now yet I still can't accept the fact which makes me feel so foolish.In fact I really am one.And as much as I don't wanna show it, sometimes I just can't help it.I don't like people noticing me and asking what's wrong because I really don't wanna talk about it.I don't mean to be rude, I appreciate the concern alot.But there's a difference in being concern and just being sucha busybody.Get what I mean?And I guess going out with people lets me loosen up and it makes me happy and feel better.Call me shallow but heck because I enjoy people's company and the crap they do that'll make my day turn out fine even with the things that's bothering me.Even if its right in front of me,it hurts but I'm tryna accept it.