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Saturday, March 14, 2009

HUNT FOR EZZUL'S PREZZIE

Ezzul's sweet 17th birthday celebration.Sorry azzi was not able to help out alot yeah? And because ezzul actually came at night where he was blindfolded, thinking he'll be brought into some huge room with only him and azzi.***kinings naek naek......

That was hilarious,haha! Pictures will be updated aight.And thanks alot to jub who sent me home just right before my curfew which was 1130!Even after all the tension he put me through as he drove the damn bike.Beating the red lights and shit as he turn left into old tampines road.That curve was scary.But still thanks.

And though it was not a good day for her,I know she tried her best not to show it but cemonn..what dumb friends we would be if we weren't able to see through how fake her smiles were..You didn't have to smile cos we know you can't so don't force it.I am not gonna ask wether you are okay or not because it is obvious that you are not.I don't ask for the sake of asking.Faking the care of such an ohso-caring friend.Plus I won't ask something I already know.You deserve better.After all the things I've told you that I even felt so naggy as I was trying to calm you down.I swear I was goddamn speechless already during that point of time,being beside you was all I could do.I texted that heartless dick countless of times and yet no reply.I expected it anyway but I just hope that after all the things I've said to him, something at least got drilled into that thick empty skull of his.He wanted freedom and that's what he get.What he have not realised was that he had the world babe,he had you.I guess he wanted something more but soon he'll realise what he's missing.

One day he'll regret for doing this to you.One day he'll realise what a fool he had been for not treating you the way he should.And when someday you guys bump into each other,he won't even have the guts to smile at you because why? he'll realise how shameful he should be and got no face to show you anymore.And when that one day happens, you might even just laugh at his expression.I am not asking you to move on so quickly about this.Everything takes time but don't waste your life trying to do so.Give yourself a limit.

Hate to admit this too but yes I will miss artstar.I'll miss that artstar I used to know.How we would always team up on abby and go "yeaahhh..knuckles pau" cos our aim was to make her piss all the time.And how you guys would go shopping and art would text or call if I'd want anything cos that was really thoughtful and sweet.There's so much more but what makes me wonder is what happened to that artstar? That sweet,loving and caring artstar? And to be frank,I myself, could not even believe that he would do something like this.But hey, I guess people do change and it may be true that the fact where a person can have many faces.

But you wanna know what hurts more?Seeing your tears in someone else's eyes.Because the last thing that you would want is anyone else to suffer what you did.Knowing how helpless you are right now cos you couldn't even help yourself till now..

And on abby's behalf,many thanks to isa and angah too[= Though you both may not get to read this or what,thanks so much.Many many loves.