They say impulse I say that's cowcrap

Pauline Shane Querido.I love morning glory and white roses

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Awh man..Blogger is dead but I don't feel like deleting it.

You.Yes You.Why you.Of all people why You.

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STUDY

I was exceptionally early for school today.Exams are coming and I still don't get the vibe nor feel the urgency to study.Someone please motivate me.

Munho: Wanna go study tomorrow?
Me: *started laughing at his face*
Munho: *gave me the stare*
Me: are you serious?
Munho: *continued to give me the stare*
Me: Waaah first time or what
Munho: where you wanna study?

He'll sms me tomorrow if he's really serious in wanting to study.That is also if he wakes up.HAHA.We shall wait and see.For now, thank god its friday.Double thumbs up!!Moreover it rained so friday for-the-total-definite-win! Treated myself the usual drink too.Overall today was just simply fantastic(=



The thrill you make me feel



* Leave me alone.You have no right to call me a snob cos in the first place it's not at all my obligation to give you any of my attention.



xo readers

Monday Blues



I've been a total pig throughout the one week holiday.Not been very productive in revisions either.Heck.Irsyad please teach me physics.Haha

Had english situational writing test, I think I wrote pure nonsense.Effects of brain malfunction after holidays.Ah shites.No maths! :D And oh there's fringe tonight! How awesome.I think the mad scientist is hilarious.Haha! Then there's the mentalist tomorrow ;D

Another crappy post.Bear with me

xo readers

Significant other










To Fear Love is to Fear Life and those who fear Life are already three parts dead



Shadiq says:
what happened to you
where have you been?
---------------------------------------------------- blah blah
pauline says:
hahah
lolol
no luhh
pauline kan budak baik
haha
dont want luh
SHADIQ says:
chey
haha
im going to rmbr this
the day u have bf
i remind u ah pauline
pauline says:
hahha ok ok
boys make girls' heart pain
tsk tsk tsk
cannot cannot
SHADIQ says:
true
but not true
if the guy loves the girl?
pauline says:
still the same
SHADIQ says:
ape jer
pauline says:
cos guys too insensitive of the girl's feeling
feelings*
(Y)
real fact
SHADIQ says:
so do you think im like that?
pauline says:
sometimes
hahahaha
surely got make ****'s heart pain
SHADIQ says:
yeah
but i mean
risks is always there
pauline says:
hahah
the guys know the consequences but they brush it aside everytime
and still go on
true rightttt
SHADIQ says:
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead
nopes
pauline says:
waaaaah
i cant believe this ok
SHADIQ says:
yes
pauline says:
Mr Bboy Shadiq is teaching me about Love
SHADIQ says:
haha
pauline says:
Heh Heh Heh
SHADIQ says:
hey you dnt knoe
so what do you see me as huh?
pauline says:
your a good boy now
i cant judge you with things you've done in the past
people change
haha
SHADIQ says:
yeah
i admit i was a fucking fucked up motherfucker
haha

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dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Mmm
Watcha up to?
pauline says:
SHADIQ
yes
SHADIQ
S
H
A
D
I
Q
SHADIQ IS TEACHING ME ABOUT LOVE
HOW AWESOME
hahaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Haaaaaa
Is he teaching you the right things?
pauline says:
honestly
truthfully
and yes
most surprisingly
HE IS
haha
hahahhaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Yeah
These kinda things
he will teach you properly
others
Nah
He will teach you shit




Still can't believe this ok.Shadiq, the last person I expected this from, teaching me about Love.Hahaha!Underneath all his crappy-ness. But at least now I know who to go to about patience.Yes, his girlfriend.Haha

Oh and its their 3rd year anniversary!! Happy Sweet 3rd year to you both!!! Last long long long more ok!! (=

Coward


Still too afraid and not to mention super indecisive.I'm sick of telling myself the same bloody reason every time.This is unacceptable.

Spera In Deo
Hope in God





































You're Alpha Omega, beginning and end,
You're my Saviour Messiah Redeemer And Friend


So yesterday was East District Youth Day.The whole idea was to strengthen our belief in our own Catholic Faith.All churches from the east side were there.Our church was the nearest to KCP yet we were the last parish to come.But anyway, I personally liked the pole dancing forfeit when we were still at church.Somebody please upload the video on facebook hahahaha!Super epic epic epic.Overall it was fun.We sang really nice songs during the mass and basically during the whole event. I met alot of people like Alexandria whom I actually keep seeing at any church events and her brother Ian de costa is also one of the Facils.Lol. Supper with everyone till late afterwards.We made a nuisance of ourselves.Reached home, came online for awhile.My computer crashed and so did I. Hahaha.

Oh and not forgetting, I found someone who has the same height as me.Bianchine Sophiyah Castro. Nice name right? She's my bitesized partner now ;D

BUBBAH LOVES TRUCK

In spanish, Querido means Dear (=

Anyways, design for me is good but technology, accuracy , measurements, dayyyumm I hate them

Working backwards for my 10 ideations (oh god)
My final product drawing in dimensions
My working drawing
-inside structure
-outside structure

Complete material list with measurements in mm
It sucks that I can't do prototype jeesh


She giggled when she finds herself constantly wanting to see him
Taking every chance to get a glimpse of him whenever she passes by his class
Noticing the way how he looks so blur with his yet undeniably killer smile
And yet again she whispers to herself, infatuation infatuation infatuation..

Under this Cloak



Something made her jump and scared the bejeezus outta her.She took it more of a wake up call.It made her ponder about it in depth.She could see what's happening.It clearly states one thing.She doesn't like it but what could she do? It's not something that only requires the work of one person for it to be fixed. It was something she started and most probably it had to stay that way.Does it have to be? She guess it'll just never be the same, ever. On top of all that, she also somehow feels like a coward who ran away from her past. She thought she could keep it buried and forgotten but no. Right now she feels like a criminal who has to keep running away and constantly looking back whether the cops have trailed her yet once again.

Baybeats'09It's not a balloon ;)


Okay so there were foul mouthed people swearing all kinds of words since the anberlin was delayed ( most were ang mos who surrounded us), stupid dingdong head bimbos who wore heels for the darn gig, smokers who were smoking in the middle of the crowd since it was an open place, the super muddy pebbly ground, smelly sticky sweat, bad body odours, people pushing, blinding spotlights, annoying flash from cameras, people throwing free condoms, beer cans, emptied cigg boxes slippers and not forgetting the defeaning sounds from the speakers since we were just below it at the upmost front and miraculously I was able to get a clear view hee (= Was with ammar pig danial dogg and amalina. We were trying to find ain in the middle of the crowd who was alone when she was suppose to be with lufee but she lost sight of him.She lost her slipper and dived in the crowd to get it and moshed her way out.Wanna get the pictures from lufee since I had no camera(=

"Go back in your biscuit tins, ginger ginger"

Guns don't kill people

















Everything started on saturday where we watched bandslam.There was me Ariel Furt Daniel and Shaun.Mao came later on.The movie was drama-wanna-be.Epic fail.Vanessa hudgens got the so unglam goth weird student role.Haha! Met Karen on the train then went to her house. Her cool granny from philippines was there.She has a tattoo and had been drinking beer before we came and her reddish face gave her away.Karen went like " Lola! Have you been drinking beer again? Your face is so red." Lola means granny in tagalog (=

Karen's dad sent all of us to Ariel's house and there we had dinner. More like a buffet okay! Omgosh. The food was super alot alot. I love the brownies and sylvannah's for dessert.Watched how i met your mother, the cute video of tan hong ming and the super disturbing video of delicious milk.Too too much.Jeesh! Went swimming till late.Sadly the guys gotta go cos they were restricted to sleepover.Haha.

The sleepover

So me and Ariel got comfortable and satisfied each other.Daniel, you were just too lousy that Ariel slept with me la.Just accept it.Hahah! I hugged ariel throughout the night and had gossips but well, this sleepyhead ariel constantly shuts down as in like she's in stand by mode for a few minutes then comes to life again and continue with the topic. Super epic epic epic.

The joke

Me Diving, only some knows HAHA brenda laughed till she teared
Brenda's phone drowned in the pool then it steamed SUPER EPIC FAIL!
Ariel the frog croak croak*

Sunday

Sunday class
Mass
Lunch (super hilarious, my stomach hurts)

Next week EDYD! Can't wait actually (=


BAYBEATS!!
Should I?

Build muscles by mixing the batter HAHA




























Our community service hours by baking applecrumble, muffins, cornflake cookies and marble cake.

Abby Honey's 15th








You know I love you and I will always do. Hapy Birthday Honey!! You know how much I hate phone calls haha. Your the most problematic and most dramatic lady I 've ever met do you know that? Hahaha I know you do.You just aged but so will I but I still hope our friendship stays and you'll still be the one who gives me the biggest and most comforting hugs when I need 'em. I love you babe, your my most precious possesion. Mwaaaaaaaahhh!!!

A thousand miles journey begins with a single step

Saturday


Wanted to go cycling in the afternoon at east coast but too many of us had something on.There was tuition and then sailing and then tuition and print something for mom at office.Haha! So finally we decided to meet up at 6 at ecp macs.Can't believe I almost forgot how to get my way there when I use to go there alot like alot with my mom for rollerblading.As usual our plan failed, as always.I have no idea why is it always our cycling plan that gets cancelled. We ended up on the rocks by the beach being crazy stepping on oil,yes freaking oil and camwhoring and burying slippers and eating macs and gaining fats and flipping fries and prank calling people and jumping and laughing. Omg the prank call was hilarious and drama much too much.


"Go parkway meet ok"
"Parkway for what?"
"Screw"
"Ok.you better screw me hard"

Hahahah!

*Inserts bimbo voice*
"How could you?!? You left me there when you said you'd pick me up?! I love you, really, I love you, you Bastard but now its over!!"

It went on for awhile and surprisingly the dude didn't hang up.Those were the last few lines that made us burst out laughing.Jeesh.Picked up by Ariel's mom (= My period buddy is Karen my pretty daffodil.Hee ;D


SUNDAY


As for today and again, pictures are with theresa love.Went for breakfast and had cathecism class which was quite lively cos it was Alvin who taught us.Haha.Mass after that and then ice cream chefs till 2.It made my day when I saw "watermelony" on the menu! Honeydew is also awesome (= Finally headed to chinatown to see Ariel's mom exhibition plus one painting of Ariel's.Awesome paintings okeee.I love love art.Me Brenda and Becks went crazy over the art postcards.Final destination was bugis and everyone parted for home soon after that.

Overal I had really alot of fun.Sorry I wasnt able to help out in the making of the applecrumble with my dear classmates.I offered my help after church but they said they were almost done so there was no point in me coming.

Whispers with Ariel in the bus.Lovely conversation at the busstop.Thanks huns! Sleepover next Sat maybe @ ariel's :D Everyone's parents have to talk to Ariel's parents cos the guys are gonna be there.And maybe we'll have theology of body talk again from the elders haha.Exaggerating much.

I'm glad I had a little convo chitty chatty with my dearest tall friend, afiq, whom I miss.I love catch ups and good gossips.HAHA!Goodluck in mugging hard for your O's ok (=

My blog is in dire need of pictures haha

Currently reading Marked, buy me the sets please ^^

What a turd

My fingers have been really itching to blog about something except that I have nothing really to blog about.Its marks the 7th month which kinda creeps me out due to a scary past experience.Yes past experience, almost 3 years ago.Its real.Damn real. Other than that, there's also the fasting month for the muslims and yeah happy fasting to my dear muslim friends.I also experience this thing often during fasting month where some malay aunties would shot me the "look" if they see me eating outside when it's fasting month and becos they actually think I'm a muslim. I am seen as impolite and disrespectful. It can be annoying with their uncomfortable stares but I just really try to understand.

Anyway a big thanks to Nadhrah who lent me the cd which I finally got after school just today.And I must really buy the complete set of "A house of Night Novel" book.It's quite interesting but with much american-english twang and vulgarities. I think it'll be better on the screen and if they ever consider turning it into a film that is, seriously.

In class today, the guy who sits beside me in class is just full of crap.He wanted to skip maths so he planned on getting a blue form and then be sent home.He acted sick in front of the teachers but which failed terribly cos on how I kept asking him to stop faking it then he'll burst out laughing. He also decided to share something with me which I actually find abit disturbing. He told me how my class guys get smart with hiding pornography videos in their handphones and how they bluetooth it around in class.Lol. He told me that they actually make folders in their phones and how they label them A B or C.It will just go on and on with the A B or C's unless you actually know which are the right letters to get to the deep hidden file.

Marissa came over in the afternoon to borrow my orange bikini.She left off too soon but it was enough to make me feel envious as she flash me that ralph lauren bag that I've been asking for, jeesh! Thanks la! hahaha!


Things I wanna do at the moment:
Stuff as many junks as i want down my throat and never care if i get fat/overweight/obese
sleep the whole afternoon off
fry my-little-self under the hot sun and strain my eyes by reading books as long as i want by the cooling pool

I wanna do all that without having to worry about revisions and notes and homeworks and what-shit-school-stuff.DNT is stressing me.Its like demanding me to be an effing engineer in an instant that expects me to know the stupid exact measuring of my product.The materials I wanna use and know the elaborated reasons behind for using it.I must also know the technique on how to connect each piece together. !@#$

Sigh.My post are are really getting boring I know.As much as I wanna write down a ginormous junk of my personal stuff here, I can't.I'm just looking forward for this Sunday though I actually wish the day won't end cos it just means Monday is next.Fag

xo readers

Fluttered, short of breathe

Well my bestfriend is mingling around.Seems sucessful Hahaha! Share some luh, too many guys gives you heartaches so I shall be a good friend and share your pain. Joking!

Seen his picture on fb (= By your request, guess should invite him for your birthday or should I put him in a box with a big bow on it. So now I am stress free from what gift to get you on your birthday this monday.Haha!

Slept the whole afternoon.A very bad idea actually. Now I'm stuck doing 16 pages of Mathematics and I think I'm starting to love it :D Thanks Ms Nor.

And as ridiculous as this sounds, I am gonna re-do ALL my notes for ALL subjects and get blisters and have lack of sleeping hours and get eyebags and get pimple breakouts. Its the most fun thing ever, seriously. Right.

Ps: Sorry Nadhrah to keep you waiting.Didn't see you but thanks for wanting to lend me your cd (= Didn't know people actually read my blog.

I love the Blonde jokes in Marissa's blog hahaha what the F.

http://www.engrish.com

urgh horrible english



xoxo,

I think some bomb just blew up in some part of my brain.


Yes,unfortunately it has to come to that level of extent just for me to realise it.




Spa test after school.Seriously I'm super clumsy that I spilled solutions on my table right away.Retarded right?!? I saw Sarah spilled hers too then she quickly covered up with her arm then started saying "ouch ouch ouch." HAHA Epic fail la Sarah! The solution was acidic you ding dong!! -_-

Studied at mc cafe for awhile.Caramel Frappe never fails me (=

xoxo,

3E4'09
Abby
Ain
Aishah
Anne
Ariel
Azilla
Azzi
Bianchine
Evange
Fatin
Furty Wurty
Fiqqy
Hira
Ian
Ifah
Isabel
Jolene
Karen
Kelvin
Lyna
Marissa
Malina
Megan
Midzi
Munho/(v)untai rider
Najlah
Shaun
Shurah
SYAFIEE
Theresa
Titee
Ulfa
Umaimah
Velle
Zaidah

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