Sunday, September 27, 2009
Awh man..Blogger is dead but I don't feel like deleting it.You.Yes You.Why you.Of all people why You.
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Pauline is onsugar ^^
http://www.paulinewhispers.onsugar.com
Friday, September 18, 2009
STUDY
I was exceptionally early for school today.Exams are coming and I still don't get the vibe nor feel the urgency to study.Someone please motivate me.
Munho: Wanna go study tomorrow?
Me: *started laughing at his face*
Munho: *gave me the stare*
Me: are you serious?
Munho: *continued to give me the stare*
Me: Waaah first time or what
Munho: where you wanna study?
He'll sms me tomorrow if he's really serious in wanting to study.That is also if he wakes up.HAHA.We shall wait and see.For now, thank god its friday.Double thumbs up!!Moreover it rained so friday for-the-total-definite-win! Treated myself the usual drink too.Overall today was just simply fantastic(=
The thrill you make me feel
* Leave me alone.You have no right to call me a snob cos in the first place it's not at all my obligation to give you any of my attention.
xo readers
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
It haunts me with a wisp of something true
Its as if some giant crane jerked me aloft and swings me right through the softness of the night.
Enchants me like a song sung far away with words that hangs softly and make me hum as I go.With the light of dawn with hesitant thoughts so real.
Real as well the hopes that only time can prove.
I dance across the beautiful meadows in my heart while I wait.
I wait carrying doubts which mingle joy and fear.
Slowly unraveling mysteries.
Mysteries which sometimes lodge behind the most elaborated mask.
Which revelation's more than worth the risk.
After much unclogging of insignificant thoughts in my little own world, I believe I should leave things the way it is.Though unsatisfied, I know I must continue learning.
Anyway, there's the mentalist tonight.Awesome :D Clock, tick tock faster oh pretty please.Hoohaa! I feel like watching gossip girls all over again or start 90210..Haha, ooo-emm-geee distractions! Gotta wait till after exams.Screw it.Design and technology tomorrow.!@??#@&+! ?!#**&
I bet everyone's gonna die unless they absent themselves like how they did today cos Maths was the first period of the day.Tsk tsk tsk.But except those minority who actually turned up for the extra dnt lesson during the holidays.
kay ciao readers
Love is you, I, and a careless mixture of everything else we worry about
Please, let me have a little bit of everything
Monday, September 14, 2009
Monday Blues
I've been a total pig throughout the one week holiday.Not been very productive in revisions either.Heck.Irsyad please teach me physics.Haha
Had english situational writing test, I think I wrote pure nonsense.Effects of brain malfunction after holidays.Ah shites.No maths! :D And oh there's fringe tonight! How awesome.I think the mad scientist is hilarious.Haha! Then there's the mentalist tomorrow ;D
Another crappy post.Bear with me
xo readers
Friday, September 11, 2009
Significant other
To Fear Love is to Fear Life and those who fear Life are already three parts deadShadiq says:
what happened to you
where have you been?
---------------------------------------------------- blah blah
pauline says:hahahlololno luhhpauline kan budak baikhahadont want luhSHADIQ says: chey haha im going to rmbr this the day u have bf i remind u ah pauline pauline says: hahha ok ok boys make girls' heart pain tsk tsk tsk cannot cannotSHADIQ says: true but not true if the guy loves the girl?pauline says: still the sameSHADIQ says: ape jerpauline says: cos guys too insensitive of the girl's feeling feelings* (Y) real factSHADIQ says: so do you think im like that?pauline says: sometimes hahahaha surely got make ****'s heart painSHADIQ says: yeah but i mean risks is always therepauline says: hahah the guys know the consequences but they brush it aside everytime and still go on true righttttSHADIQ says: To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead nopespauline says: waaaaah i cant believe this okSHADIQ says: yespauline says: Mr Bboy Shadiq is teaching me about LoveSHADIQ says: hahapauline says: Heh Heh HehSHADIQ says: hey you dnt knoe so what do you see me as huh?pauline says: your a good boy now i cant judge you with things you've done in the past people change hahaSHADIQ says: yeah i admit i was a fucking fucked up motherfucker haha------------------------------------------------------------------------------------dzullovespictures&Ain says:Mmm
Watcha up to?
pauline says:SHADIQ
yes
SHADIQ
S
H
A
D
I
Q
SHADIQ IS TEACHING ME ABOUT LOVE
HOW AWESOME
hahaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:
Haaaaaa
Is he teaching you the right things?
pauline says:honestly
truthfully
and yes
most surprisingly
HE IS
haha
hahahhaha
dzullovespictures&Ain says:Yeah
These kinda things
he will teach you properly
others
Nah
He will teach you shit
Still can't believe this ok.Shadiq, the last person I expected this from, teaching me about Love.Hahaha!Underneath all his crappy-ness. But at least now I know who to go to about patience.Yes, his girlfriend.Haha
Oh and its their
3rd year anniversary!! Happy Sweet 3rd year to you both!!! Last long long long more ok!! (=
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Coward
Still too afraid and not to mention super indecisive.I'm sick of telling myself the same bloody reason every time.This is unacceptable.
Thursday, September 03, 2009
BUBBAH LOVES TRUCK
In spanish, Querido means Dear (=
Anyways, design for me is good but technology, accuracy , measurements, dayyyumm I hate them
Working backwards for my 10 ideations (oh god)My final product drawing in dimensions
My working drawing
-inside structure
-outside structure
Complete material list with measurements in mm
It sucks that I can't do prototype jeesh
She giggled when she finds herself constantly wanting to see him
Taking every chance to get a glimpse of him whenever she passes by his class
Noticing the way how he looks so blur with his yet undeniably killer smile
And yet again she whispers to herself, infatuation infatuation infatuation..
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
Under this CloakSomething made her jump and scared the bejeezus outta her.She took it more of a wake up call.It made her ponder about it in depth.She could see what's happening.It clearly states one thing.She doesn't like it but what could she do? It's not something that only requires the work of one person for it to be fixed. It was something she started and most probably it had to stay that way.Does it have to be? She guess it'll just never be the same, ever. On top of all that, she also somehow feels like a coward who ran away from her past. She thought she could keep it buried and forgotten but no. Right now she feels like a criminal who has to keep running away and constantly looking back whether the cops have trailed her yet once again.
Monday, August 31, 2009
Baybeats'09It's not a balloon ;)
Okay so there were foul mouthed people swearing all kinds of words since the anberlin was delayed ( most were ang mos who surrounded us), stupid dingdong head bimbos who wore heels for the darn gig, smokers who were smoking in the middle of the crowd since it was an open place, the super muddy pebbly ground, smelly sticky sweat, bad body odours, people pushing, blinding spotlights, annoying flash from cameras, people throwing free condoms, beer cans, emptied cigg boxes slippers and not forgetting the defeaning sounds from the speakers since we were just below it at the upmost front and miraculously I was able to get a clear view hee (= Was with ammar pig danial dogg and amalina. We were trying to find ain in the middle of the crowd who was alone when she was suppose to be with lufee but she lost sight of him.She lost her slipper and dived in the crowd to get it and moshed her way out.Wanna get the pictures from lufee since I had no camera(=
"Go back in your biscuit tins, ginger ginger"
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Guns don't kill people
Everything started on saturday where we watched bandslam.There was me Ariel Furt Daniel and Shaun.Mao came later on.The movie was drama-wanna-be.Epic fail.Vanessa hudgens got the so unglam goth weird student role.Haha! Met Karen on the train then went to her house. Her cool granny from philippines was there.She has a tattoo and had been drinking beer before we came and her reddish face gave her away.Karen went like " Lola! Have you been drinking beer again? Your face is so red." Lola means granny in tagalog (=
Karen's dad sent all of us to Ariel's house and there we had dinner. More like a buffet okay! Omgosh. The food was super alot alot. I love the brownies and sylvannah's for dessert.Watched how i met your mother, the cute video of tan hong ming and the super disturbing video of delicious milk.Too too much.Jeesh! Went swimming till late.Sadly the guys gotta go cos they were restricted to sleepover.Haha.
The sleepoverSo me and Ariel got comfortable and satisfied each other.Daniel, you were just too lousy that Ariel slept with me la.Just accept it.Hahah! I hugged ariel throughout the night and had gossips but well, this sleepyhead ariel constantly shuts down as in like she's in stand by mode for a few minutes then comes to life again and continue with the topic. Super epic epic epic.
The joke
Me Diving, only some knows HAHA brenda laughed till she teared
Brenda's phone drowned in the pool then it steamed SUPER EPIC FAIL!
Ariel the frog croak croak*
Sunday
Sunday class
Mass
Lunch (super hilarious, my stomach hurts)
Next week EDYD! Can't wait actually (=
BAYBEATS!!
Should I?